this blog belongs to me, what is here is for mine to keep,
memories which i want to preserve, to keep,to cherish,
and to love, feast your eyes on my tales, but warn you i do dare,
to be honest,to criticise and say what i desire,. my life is unveiled,
exposed, to you...
[about moi].
this garden belongs to cilliness
Age:`18
Born in:`Singapore
Grew up in:`Philippines
[loves]
`to dance
`to dream
`to draw
`to cheer
`to eat beef, potatoes and tomatoes
`to listen to music
`outdoor activites
`my family
`my friends
`Clique 5 + one guy
`Teddy! x]
[Searching for]
`True Love
`the real me
`peace and rest
[The threads of my net]
.im a girl who nobody knows.
.nobody knows the real me.
.nobody knows who i really am.
.living another person's life.
.a soul in another body.
.wanting to break free.
.like a butterly tangled in a net.
.i never dared to break free.
.afraid of rejection.
.always wearing a mask to fit in.
.so stressed up.
.i want my life back.
.one thing i am sure of.
.i love my family.
.love them more than i love myself.
.i love teddy, oh yes i do.
.miss my old friends.
.miss the memories.
.miss my old life.
.miss the old times.
.when i was free.
.when i could let my hair down.
.when i could be just me.
.torn butterfly.
dont leave me [alone again]
[people in moi net.]
[links]
Adele
AiZat
Annabelle
AqhARi
BenEdiCt
cHaRmAiNeX
Cheng Earn
CheRine
EuGene
HaFidZ
HuiShi
JaNAnI
Janice-LiLing
Jillian
Ji ShEng
Joel
Ju Lin-GreenAngel*
KoOnz
Kt
LyU-sis*
Marcus
MayguSs
MelIssA*
MelIsSaLiNg
NeLsoN
RoNg Hua-Uncle
RongYao
Sarah
Stephanie-YanLing
WanQian
WeiJiE
YiBiN
Zuraida
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[moi]
Friday, June 09, 2006
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| hello everybody! i am finally back! haha. missed me? haha. it's the holidays. well, for those who are unfortunate like me it isn't really a holiday huh. i will still be working at bcbg for a few weeks. go off for a real holiday on the 18th to the 21st. weeeeeeeeeeeee! haha. going to bintan. i want to tan! swim! relax! but im going to miss my bear bear..haiz.....won't be able to see him for a long time. sobs. anyway, i hope to catch up with my best friends during the hols. so some shopping. my goodness. i've spent quite a lot already. oh well. hahaha. finally got my air supply cd! my unchained melody!!! weeeeeeeeeee!!! haha. =] details will update later. my irritating lil bro is pestering me for the com. as always. haiz.... tata! =] =ch!lz= cille i hope to catch you with my net before you leave mi 6:45 AM |
butterfly [dreams]
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