this blog belongs to me, what is here is for mine to keep,
memories which i want to preserve, to keep,to cherish,
and to love, feast your eyes on my tales, but warn you i do dare,
to be honest,to criticise and say what i desire,. my life is unveiled,
exposed, to you...

[about moi].

this garden belongs to cilliness
Age:`18
Born in:`Singapore
Grew up in:`Philippines

[loves]
`to dance
`to dream
`to draw
`to cheer
`to eat beef, potatoes and tomatoes
`to listen to music
`outdoor activites
`my family
`my friends
`Clique 5 + one guy
`Teddy! x]

[Searching for]
`True Love
`the real me
`peace and rest

[The threads of my net]
.im a girl who nobody knows.
.nobody knows the real me.
.nobody knows who i really am.
.living another person's life.
.a soul in another body.
.wanting to break free.
.like a butterly tangled in a net.
.i never dared to break free.
.afraid of rejection.
.always wearing a mask to fit in.
.so stressed up.
.i want my life back.
.one thing i am sure of.
.i love my family.
.love them more than i love myself.
.i love teddy, oh yes i do.
.miss my old friends.
.miss the memories.
.miss my old life.
.miss the old times.
.when i was free.
.when i could let my hair down.
.when i could be just me.
.torn butterfly.

dont leave me [alone again]

[people in moi net.]

[links]

Adele
AiZat
Annabelle
AqhARi
BenEdiCt
cHaRmAiNeX
Cheng Earn
CheRine
EuGene
HaFidZ
HuiShi
JaNAnI
Janice-LiLing
Jillian
Ji ShEng
Joel
Ju Lin-GreenAngel*
KoOnz
Kt
LyU-sis*
Marcus
MayguSs
MelIssA*
MelIsSaLiNg
NeLsoN
RoNg Hua-Uncle
RongYao
Sarah
Stephanie-YanLing
WanQian
WeiJiE
YiBiN
Zuraida
.

[moi]

Friday, July 28, 2006

hello people. today was really intense. had my pom presentation. i was really nervous....

i wore the shirt i bought that day i went out with my clique. matched it with what mel calls it the sotong skirt. hmph. it's nice loh. haha

saw someone wearing something quite ridiculous. can't believe it. -shakes head- dele and sarah would know what i mean. hehe.

accounts was ok. i did my hw. but i don't really understand the last exercise.
my grp was the 2nd to present. everyone was nervous. who wouldn't be? but i think we did great. =] great job people! and i happy with what cw did. hahaha. he saved our skit. =]
can't stand someone's attitude. the arrogance. argh! i just want to strangle him. thank heavens im not working with him. hmm..on second thought. it could be ice. he could do everything...=]

we took lots of pics after the presentation. Ms serene ng wasn't that bad after all. hehe.

after sch went to meet my bf. we haven't gone out for a week. only could meet for a few mins in the morn before sch. had lunch. kfc chicken chop sucks big time. tp biz park's chicken chop is better. =]

we just walked around parkway for an hour or so then he sent me home. sigh. when can we really go on a date again? =[

pretty tired when i got home. so tired i didn't bother to remove my make up when i had my nap. i fell asleep on the sofa while my bro was watching spongebob. haha. woke up when aunt wee nah came with brendan. then my 3rd uncle, which is my father's 2nd brother, arrived for dinner too.. one big family had dinner together.

yawnz. still tired. so i guess i better sleep now. i'll upload the pics tom. see ya! tc! drink plenty of water people. everyone's falling sick nowadays. toodles!

=ch!lz=
cille

p.s

can't wait to swim with mel tom! weeeeeeeee!!!!

i hope to catch you with my net before you leave mi 8:18 AM

butterfly [dreams]