this blog belongs to me, what is here is for mine to keep,
memories which i want to preserve, to keep,to cherish,
and to love, feast your eyes on my tales, but warn you i do dare,
to be honest,to criticise and say what i desire,. my life is unveiled,
exposed, to you...
[about moi].
this garden belongs to cilliness
Age:`18
Born in:`Singapore
Grew up in:`Philippines
[loves]
`to dance
`to dream
`to draw
`to cheer
`to eat beef, potatoes and tomatoes
`to listen to music
`outdoor activites
`my family
`my friends
`Clique 5 + one guy
`Teddy! x]
[Searching for]
`True Love
`the real me
`peace and rest
[The threads of my net]
.im a girl who nobody knows.
.nobody knows the real me.
.nobody knows who i really am.
.living another person's life.
.a soul in another body.
.wanting to break free.
.like a butterly tangled in a net.
.i never dared to break free.
.afraid of rejection.
.always wearing a mask to fit in.
.so stressed up.
.i want my life back.
.one thing i am sure of.
.i love my family.
.love them more than i love myself.
.i love teddy, oh yes i do.
.miss my old friends.
.miss the memories.
.miss my old life.
.miss the old times.
.when i was free.
.when i could let my hair down.
.when i could be just me.
.torn butterfly.
dont leave me [alone again]
[people in moi net.]
[links]
Adele
AiZat
Annabelle
AqhARi
BenEdiCt
cHaRmAiNeX
Cheng Earn
CheRine
EuGene
HaFidZ
HuiShi
JaNAnI
Janice-LiLing
Jillian
Ji ShEng
Joel
Ju Lin-GreenAngel*
KoOnz
Kt
LyU-sis*
Marcus
MayguSs
MelIssA*
MelIsSaLiNg
NeLsoN
RoNg Hua-Uncle
RongYao
Sarah
Stephanie-YanLing
WanQian
WeiJiE
YiBiN
Zuraida
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[moi]
Thursday, August 31, 2006
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| hello everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!! today is the last day of my exam!!!!!!!!!! i went to visit my teachers in nbss!!!!!!!! i went out with my sec 4 class and we had steamboat at marina bay!!!!!!!! and tom night im going the krunk party at sentosa! 6pm to 6 am! hahaha!!!!! hahaha.... oh and the most important thing is i could see my bf!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!! =] hahaha.... anyway i think all of my test will turn out fine except pom. argh. i couldn't finish! hmph! and made a bloody careless mistake!!! argh!!!!!!! hopefully can get B+ for my overall accounts grade, an A for econs, an A for marketing, a B for CSA and B for POM. or atleast C. i don't want to fail pom. sobs. it rained heavily today. most of us were wearing black including mr roche! haha. i was surprised he approached me during the exam. haha. he's nice. but sometimes can be quite irritating. met janani ater my paper at the bus stop. took the bus to khatib. met fariha at the mrt station. met mel in sch. charlene couldn't be reached. manage to catch mrs ong! haha. she's so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!!!!!! love her lots!!! MRS ONG IS THE BEST TEACHER IN THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!! =] =] =] =] caught my seniors too. tiffany and gillian. my darling n scandal. haha. nice to see them again. after visiting the teachers, mel and i went to ttsh to visit hanafi. farha and jan went to visit their tuition teacher. met teddy outside 7 eleven of ttsh. mel and i bought chicken essence for hanafi. he'll need it for studying. haha. then teddy brought us up to see hanafi. he broke his left arm. his left hand was quite swollen. and can see he's still a little weak. saw many other seniors and juniors there too. after that, sab, mq, an qi, mel and i went to starbucks. i was starving. ate nothing in the morn and noon. haha. then we chatted and chatted for hours. then left around 5 30. an qi went to work. the rest of us went to marina bay to meet the rest. steamboat was fun man. the food was great and it was really cheap. haha. 12 bucks per head. fresh seafood and other foods too! we chatted a lot. talked about old times. talked about our present situations. i missed my class. we're so united. haha. played games. i was the first one who got the penalty. had to eat beef with sambal chilli. it wasn't bad. hahaha.=] took lots of pics. sad 17 othe people were not there. almost teh whole class went. haha. good job cheng earn!!!! you managed to get more than half of the class to go for the gathering!!! well done! next time you organise again ok? hahahaha!!!!!!! left the place at 10. reached home about 1110. bathed. now here with a glass of shandy by my side. it is suppose t help me sleep. haha. tom meeting teddy!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! haha. then at 6 meeting the rest. dance the whole night long. chat at the beach, under the stars......haha..as if dating like that...hahahaha... oh yeah. did you guys watch the episode of csi where nick got kidnapped and buried alive in a coffin??? it was so scary and it made me cry!!!! and nick was hot....haha..ooops! hehe...but come on..it's just a fantasy...what's the chances of me meeting him man.haha. teddy is still the only one in my heart. the rest are just eye candy...x] i don't like skinny guys. i like not too buff but big sized guys. teddy is just right. =] it's the inside that matters most. right people? like jian hai and derrick. who is a better choice to be a husband? (pls don't add any of the pcc in this. they are beyond hope. that's why they are in the pcc gang. thank you.) haha. i am a pretty big scaredy cat. trst me. ask mel and especially that julin. that night. horrible night. i can't stand dead stuff. it's too horrifying. i watched too much ghost shows so whenever i turn off the light i am afraid to look too much, afraid i might see something else. sheeeesh. me and my imagination. so i need teddy to protect me. weeeeeee!!! hahaha. =] can't wait for my class chalet in october. hopefully ah q won't do anything to ruin it. argh. can't stand the fact i'll be staying under the same roof as him for 3 days!!!! haiz.....must tolerate!!!!! must!!!! oh and mel. i guess you ahve seen my fav hello kitty pillow right??? haha. i know you can't believe it but believe it. it's soft, nice to hug and a friend gave it to me what....as a farewell gift. i can't sleep without it at my grandma's place. haha. i duno why. if i dropped it i woud wake up in the middle of the night to pick it up and hug it again. haha. =] alright. gtg. sleepy weepy. talk about other stuff another day...haha..need sleeep....=] tata!!! nite nite!!! enjoy your holidays!!!! =] =ch!lz= exhausted butterfly P.S next week, i need to talk about the dinner at yck. haha. i hope to catch you with my net before you leave mi 9:07 AM |
butterfly [dreams]
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