this blog belongs to me, what is here is for mine to keep,
memories which i want to preserve, to keep,to cherish,
and to love, feast your eyes on my tales, but warn you i do dare,
to be honest,to criticise and say what i desire,. my life is unveiled,
exposed, to you...
[about moi].
this garden belongs to cilliness
Age:`18
Born in:`Singapore
Grew up in:`Philippines
[loves]
`to dance
`to dream
`to draw
`to cheer
`to eat beef, potatoes and tomatoes
`to listen to music
`outdoor activites
`my family
`my friends
`Clique 5 + one guy
`Teddy! x]
[Searching for]
`True Love
`the real me
`peace and rest
[The threads of my net]
.im a girl who nobody knows.
.nobody knows the real me.
.nobody knows who i really am.
.living another person's life.
.a soul in another body.
.wanting to break free.
.like a butterly tangled in a net.
.i never dared to break free.
.afraid of rejection.
.always wearing a mask to fit in.
.so stressed up.
.i want my life back.
.one thing i am sure of.
.i love my family.
.love them more than i love myself.
.i love teddy, oh yes i do.
.miss my old friends.
.miss the memories.
.miss my old life.
.miss the old times.
.when i was free.
.when i could let my hair down.
.when i could be just me.
.torn butterfly.
dont leave me [alone again]
[people in moi net.]
[links]
Adele
AiZat
Annabelle
AqhARi
BenEdiCt
cHaRmAiNeX
Cheng Earn
CheRine
EuGene
HaFidZ
HuiShi
JaNAnI
Janice-LiLing
Jillian
Ji ShEng
Joel
Ju Lin-GreenAngel*
KoOnz
Kt
LyU-sis*
Marcus
MayguSs
MelIssA*
MelIsSaLiNg
NeLsoN
RoNg Hua-Uncle
RongYao
Sarah
Stephanie-YanLing
WanQian
WeiJiE
YiBiN
Zuraida
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[moi]
Sunday, September 10, 2006
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| helllooooooooooooooo!!!!!! how are your holidays people? having fun? well i know some odf you are working, like me. haha. and others would probably be lazing around at home. haha. anyway, hope you guys are having fun. =] can't wait for our class chalet! hehe =] work has been fun the past few days. im getting to know more about my filipino colleague. she's really nice. told her about the filipino food i love and stuff. haha. so she promised she would bring the dish i like which is kare kare (pronounced as kah rey kah rey) when her husband prepares it. whopeeee! =] oh the other day we went to lucky plaza for our dinner. she brought me to the place where they sell kare kare. but i don't dare to go there alone. everyone was filipino. and my tagalog is pretty rusty. it'll be a little awkward to go there alone. haha. anyway, she treated me to a popular filipino delicacy. fried banana. duno fried with what lah but it tastes damn good. haha. oh and they also have my mom's fav. actually my mom's, my sister's and my fav. the banana is wrapped in the skin whish is also used for spring dumpling (i think) and fried. love it to death. haha. you must try! mel. i bring you to try tom! =] haha. if i rem where the place is. oops. you know how messy it is in lucky plaza. haha. =] i went to my aunt's place to swim on sat. got a nice tan. and i saw a hot hot HAWT swimming instructor teaching the kids. but he's kinda skinny. and what's with the shades in the pool teaching the kids how to swim? but he's hot. haha. i didn't manage to swim mush. about 10 laps only. but the pool is slightly longer than the average olympic size. those idiotic cousins of mine were bullying me again. they are seriously getting on my nerves. argh!! anyway im going back on wed to swim again with my aunt. mel is coming along too. whopppeee...! =] oh yeah, my aunt and uncle were asking why you didn't join us on sat. haha. oops. i should ahve asked you huh. but you were like kinda sick so i think you should rest. =] anyway, wed ok? oh yeah went out with my besties on thurs. went to fariha's place in the morn. played monopoly. so fun! and this time i was the WINNER!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oopss....hahaha... come one...i lost terrible the last time. haha. but i was a kind soul. landed on other's property so thye can pay their debts. haha. oops. haha. anyway had lots of fun playing monopoly. mel went bankrupt. jan left at 1:20to give tuition so mel took over her. we played till 2 plus. wah went to change. then we went to town cuz wah had tution at orchard tower. mel and i walked around...shopped like mad. haha. both of us bought 2 tops. love em. haha. saw shawn lee. man he has man boobs now! he's a potato sack!!! haha. he changed a lot. changed for the better. he doesn't bully girls anymore. thank god. i was one of his victims. haha. he's more gentleman-ly and mature. haha. after topshop we went to taka. grabbed a bite. went to check out the info on the luggages for my dad. went to lucky plaza, mel wanted to ask her optician for a sports sun glasses. really nice. so is the price. haha. she looks good in whatever she wears. sigh. like julin. sigh. after lucky plaza we passed by some shops that were selling earrings. mel bought a few for her sis. passed by this other shop sellin 3 at 10 bucks. pretty nice earrings but we went to cine to check out the 7 for 10 bucks first. haha i bought 3 from there and mel got 4. went back to the previous shop. i got 2 and she got 1. so total i got 5. paid 10 bucks. so each is 2 bucks. quite alright. haha. went to meet wah after her tuition. i can't believe she's so blurr. haha. i need to draw a map for her. haha. and that bloody nair was so late. haha.so we went to get the tix for the movie first. watched little man. so funny!!!!!!! mel and wah were laughing really loud. goodness. haha.oh yeah, mel and i had subway for dinner. we sneaked it in to the theatre. haha. shhhhh.... after the movie went to blossomz. saw a really really nice skirt. but it was the last piece and it is size large!!!! ahhhhhhhhh!!!! so sad. and the rest aren't that nice. haiz.... wah bought a bag. i went to check out adidas jacket at leftfoot. saw an orange one with brown stripes. love the cut but find the orange a bit too bright. haha.so im now seeking for a brown base and orange stripes. haha. asked mel to accompany me tom.haha. =] today went to tampines. there was a performance by the sunflowers girls at soka . it was..interesting.....haha. after the performance, julin, joyce, xiang ting and i went to mos at tm. ate a little and chit chat for a while. then we left. ju and i walked around a little while. im still thinking of which watch to get. sigh. top things i want to get: adidas jacket denim skirt watch when we were talking on the phone while he was still in camp, teddy actually wanted to get me the jacket. i said no. it's so ex. i don't want him to spend his money on me. i'll feel so bad. then he said he pay half and plus something else. i said no. i just want him to celebrate with me. his company is good enough. =] still can't find a nice denim skirt. darn. watch, still duno which one to get. haiz. anyway. gtg. bro's bugging me to let him use the com. haiz. haha. toodles! =] =ch!lz= cille i hope to catch you with my net before you leave mi 3:37 AM |
butterfly [dreams]
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