this blog belongs to me, what is here is for mine to keep,
memories which i want to preserve, to keep,to cherish,
and to love, feast your eyes on my tales, but warn you i do dare,
to be honest,to criticise and say what i desire,. my life is unveiled,
exposed, to you...
[about moi].
this garden belongs to cilliness
Age:`18
Born in:`Singapore
Grew up in:`Philippines
[loves]
`to dance
`to dream
`to draw
`to cheer
`to eat beef, potatoes and tomatoes
`to listen to music
`outdoor activites
`my family
`my friends
`Clique 5 + one guy
`Teddy! x]
[Searching for]
`True Love
`the real me
`peace and rest
[The threads of my net]
.im a girl who nobody knows.
.nobody knows the real me.
.nobody knows who i really am.
.living another person's life.
.a soul in another body.
.wanting to break free.
.like a butterly tangled in a net.
.i never dared to break free.
.afraid of rejection.
.always wearing a mask to fit in.
.so stressed up.
.i want my life back.
.one thing i am sure of.
.i love my family.
.love them more than i love myself.
.i love teddy, oh yes i do.
.miss my old friends.
.miss the memories.
.miss my old life.
.miss the old times.
.when i was free.
.when i could let my hair down.
.when i could be just me.
.torn butterfly.
dont leave me [alone again]
[people in moi net.]
[links]
Adele
AiZat
Annabelle
AqhARi
BenEdiCt
cHaRmAiNeX
Cheng Earn
CheRine
EuGene
HaFidZ
HuiShi
JaNAnI
Janice-LiLing
Jillian
Ji ShEng
Joel
Ju Lin-GreenAngel*
KoOnz
Kt
LyU-sis*
Marcus
MayguSs
MelIssA*
MelIsSaLiNg
NeLsoN
RoNg Hua-Uncle
RongYao
Sarah
Stephanie-YanLing
WanQian
WeiJiE
YiBiN
Zuraida
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[moi]
Friday, January 12, 2007
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| i apologise to my dear audience for the sudden explosion of emotions. it was an unexpected reaction due to the overwhelming pressure, confusion and tension of the environment. i assure you the situation is now under control and such occurences will not arise without warning in advance. i sincerely apologise to those who have been affected. if there are any queries on the current situation you may leave a message and i will get back to you as soon as possible. Thank you. Have a nice day. =] haha..........yup....feeling better............ =] alright. time to share the memories. christmas eve 2006 stayed over at ju's place. watched movies till the wee hours. suppose to indulge in our haagen daz ice cream but it was soft. ugh. what a turn off. so we had juice. i drank like 3/4 of teh carton in just one movie. omg. haha. was falling asleep in the second movie. finally went to bed at 3. woke up tearing at 7 am. teddy was at the airport . leaving for thailand soon. will miss him so much...... christmas 2006 rushed to my place early cuz all family and relatives popping by my place for lunch cum dinner. my lasagna was a failure again. duno why it was so watery. shucks. nvm shall try again. and again. and again until i succeeded!!! uncle brough turkey and ham. nice. big o's stuff are really good. (free advertising) my aunt ballooons. we had ballooon fight. i was involved. so fun. haha. oops. gave out candies to the kids. they were so happy. took lots of wacky photos. must be comfortable with who i am see. haha. celebrated y cute adorable super doted cousin xue xue's birthday too. we watched a video of her performance. man she can dance. she's only 5 years old. haha. so cute! haha. at times her underwear was exposed. haha. she was so embarrassed when we laughed. so cute! aunt bought awfully chocolate cake and ice cream. it was so rich. tasted fantastic. it's the only chocolate cake and ice cream that i will never get sick of. it's so sinful..but who cares! haha. (free advertising again) people finally left much later. julin stayed over. watched movie till late even though i had to work morning. julin was afraid of my bed. julin was afraid of my bed. hahaha. but so comfy and breezey right? better than lyui's bed. so hard and stiff. might as well sleep on the floor. tsk. 30 dec went out with my girlfriends jan and mel. wah couldn't make it. sad. jan was late. as usual. goodness. haha. we went to plaza sing thai express. sadly i couldn't enjoy the food cuz i burnt my tongue early in the afternoon. what a curse. haiz. but the seafood salad and the banana fritter with coconut ice cream was the bomb man! it was amazing! I LOVE IT! we must go back there ok? next time with our complete clique! ;] went to la senza. bought a few more underwear. can never have enough you know. jan was so funny. hahaha. but we had fun. took pics after that. miss you babes. =] new year's eve mel came over my place. she watched da vinci code while i do my painting. we didn't notice the time was already 7 when it ended. shucks. so we quickly went to prepare the food. she wanted to bake lasagna. haha. so we did. by the time we ate, it was 10. imagine that. we watched herbie fully loaded with my bro's friends who came over to stay too. omg. haha. my house is like a boarding house that day. haha. countdown together. toast. drink. watched movie again. edison was boring. fianlly went to sleep. mel wasn't afraid of my bed. she was amused by it. haha. nice to sleep right? welcome to pop by anytime! =] sch reopen. boring. have to rush project. it's mad. grades were surprising. those i expected to do well i didn't. those i didn't i did. haiz. sad. oh well. i finally thought it through. that roche volunteered me, adele and sarah to be involved with the open house. haiz. but oh well. can get seal points. haha. pathetic. 12 jan. friday. suppose to go to town with adele cuz she's meeting her friends there too. but she was sick. see lah. so much for eating what i want to eat. hahaha. poor girl. anyway, met mel first at far east. went to area 51. damn, i can never step out of that shop empty handed. love the skirts and shorts. hehe. met the rest at heeren at 6. went to vilage to eat. missed the place..i mean marche lah..but the stuff are still the same. wanted stingray but they didn't have it. argh. so had roschti and calamari..shared with mel. mq the bday girl ordered piza and wedges too. thankies dear! and thanks for the belated bday pressie too! haha. =] after dinner we went to starbucks. i went to cheers to buy some booze. the guys were still hungry, went to buy subway. goodness. linus appetite was huge. one foot long still can't satisfy his hunger. haha. we chatted and chatted. so fun to just sit and hang out. haha. most of us didn't change lah. some only..yup...haha.. it was raining hevaily when we left. when i was walking home this stupid bus zoomed passed and splashed water all over me. freak ass. i was shivering after that! bloody shit. argh. haiz.. yawn..so sleepy..im still waiting for my teddy bear to msg me..he's in camp..in sch..sigh...i still got work tom..haiz...kk..i go first.. night people! i enjoyed myself tonight! hope you people did too! =] to mq. i wish you first. i may nto ahve time to sing for you on the 14th. haha HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEI QI! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =] =ch!lz= cille i hope to catch you with my net before you leave mi 8:07 AM |
butterfly [dreams]
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