this blog belongs to me, what is here is for mine to keep,
memories which i want to preserve, to keep,to cherish,
and to love, feast your eyes on my tales, but warn you i do dare,
to be honest,to criticise and say what i desire,. my life is unveiled,
exposed, to you...

[about moi].

this garden belongs to cilliness
Age:`18
Born in:`Singapore
Grew up in:`Philippines

[loves]
`to dance
`to dream
`to draw
`to cheer
`to eat beef, potatoes and tomatoes
`to listen to music
`outdoor activites
`my family
`my friends
`Clique 5 + one guy
`Teddy! x]

[Searching for]
`True Love
`the real me
`peace and rest

[The threads of my net]
.im a girl who nobody knows.
.nobody knows the real me.
.nobody knows who i really am.
.living another person's life.
.a soul in another body.
.wanting to break free.
.like a butterly tangled in a net.
.i never dared to break free.
.afraid of rejection.
.always wearing a mask to fit in.
.so stressed up.
.i want my life back.
.one thing i am sure of.
.i love my family.
.love them more than i love myself.
.i love teddy, oh yes i do.
.miss my old friends.
.miss the memories.
.miss my old life.
.miss the old times.
.when i was free.
.when i could let my hair down.
.when i could be just me.
.torn butterfly.

dont leave me [alone again]

[people in moi net.]

[links]

Adele
AiZat
Annabelle
AqhARi
BenEdiCt
cHaRmAiNeX
Cheng Earn
CheRine
EuGene
HaFidZ
HuiShi
JaNAnI
Janice-LiLing
Jillian
Ji ShEng
Joel
Ju Lin-GreenAngel*
KoOnz
Kt
LyU-sis*
Marcus
MayguSs
MelIssA*
MelIsSaLiNg
NeLsoN
RoNg Hua-Uncle
RongYao
Sarah
Stephanie-YanLing
WanQian
WeiJiE
YiBiN
Zuraida
.

[moi]

Friday, February 23, 2007

things that i hate so much now:
  1. rsb
  2. cockroaches
  3. my brothers
  4. parasites
  5. back-aches
  6. muscle-aches
  7. i can't avoid distractions
  8. me spending a lot
  9. me being so bitchy
  10. holidays still need to work

things i love:

  1. rsb is over
  2. my boyfriend
  3. my grandma
  4. my cousin
  5. my friends
  6. cocoquettes accessories
  7. 3 papers left
  8. teddy n i have been together for 1 year 3 months and 1 day and still counting
  9. desperate houswives new season is coming soon
  10. csi new season is coming soon

that is all. oh if you were wondering, cny wasn't all that great. oh well. pics will be posted up when thhe cam is finally with me. toodles

=ch!lz=

cille

i hope to catch you with my net before you leave mi 8:40 AM

butterfly [dreams]