cilliness

2007-03-03T07:35:00.000-08:00

im back posting lyrics again... haha. i fell in love with this song the very first time i heard it! it's classic and touches the heart right in the middle. and it shows exactly how me and me dear boyfriend feels. =] shall put it in my blog when i have the time to. =]

Lemar: "Tick Tock"

I gotta leave again
I don't wanna go
Things can be so lonely on the road
Could be the presidential suite
But nothing's ever like your bed at home
Especially when your'e away from the one you love
It gets tough

Even though it hurts when i'm off at work
Looking at her picture soothes my pain
And for a moment I, find myself right back at home again
I remember, through the ups and downs of my day
I can say, my baby will be

[Chorus]

Sitting, waiting, longing, holding on for me
While the time goes tick tock tick tock
My baby will be
Sitting, waiting, longing, holding on for me
While the time goes tick tock tick tock

She's gotta leave again
She don't wanna go
Hates to be away from me so long
She calls me everyday but
She can't kiss her baby on the phone
When we're hanging up
The tears start rolling down

Even though she cries
She can find her smile
Cos she knows with me her heart is safe
Funny how time away, makes a loving heart grow fond again
She remembers, through the ups and downs of her day
She can say, oh that i'll be...

Sitting, waiting, longing, holding on for her
While the time goes tick tock tick tock
Her baby will be
Sitting, waiting, longing, holding on for her
While the time goes tick tock tick tock

Oh, we remember, through the ups and downs of our days
We can say, oh that we'll be

[Chorus x2]

Sitting, waiting, longing, holding on for love
While the time goes tick tock tick tock
Oh we will beSitting, waiting, longing, holding on for love
While the time goes tick tock tick tock

2007-02-23T08:40:00.000-08:00

things that i hate so much now:

rsb
cockroaches
my brothers
parasites
back-aches
muscle-aches
i can't avoid distractions
me spending a lot
me being so bitchy
holidays still need to work

things i love:

rsb is over
my boyfriend
my grandma
my cousin
my friends
cocoquettes accessories
3 papers left
teddy n i have been together for 1 year 3 months and 1 day and still counting
desperate houswives new season is coming soon
csi new season is coming soon

that is all. oh if you were wondering, cny wasn't all that great. oh well. pics will be posted up when thhe cam is finally with me. toodles

=ch!lz=

cille

2007-01-25T07:21:00.001-08:00

hey people i went to this website www.handwritingwizard.com which was pretty fun and had really surprising results if you do it accurately..haha below is my result..be 'wowed' haha.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Lucille has left some white space on the left side of the paper. Lucille fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion moving the entire writing rightward as she moves down the page. If this is true, then Lucille has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Lucille is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Lucille is leaving the past behind and moving on to what she perceives as an exciting and enticing future.

Lucille has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Lucille's y or g is large and has triangle shape to the lower loop. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Lucille has regarding sex and physical things. Her lower zone stroke is large, so her sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop has a triangle shape, this indicates a particular curiosity with certain aspects of sexuality. In a nutshell, Lucille is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once. I'd say Lucille is quite a dynamic and playful lover. Watch out world!

Lucille has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

Lucille is constantly disappointed when trying to reach success. She works very hard, perhaps harder than most, then just before succeeding, something happens that keeps her from success. Often, Lucille changes to a second project just before the first one is finished, thus failing to complete the first project. Sometimes she changes because she feels she needs a different challenge. Lucille feels dejected. This feeling relates to her failures. This trait is very important in a working situation and in a relationship. She must be handled in a very special way to get the most work from her or to make a relationship last. Concerning this trait, personality modification is available to change her life.

Something is incomplete in Lucille's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Lucille's sexual needs.

Lucille is having a lack of physical energy at the time this handwriting was written. If someone has very short and straight down lower loops (like in the y or g), this indicates this person's physical drive (activity or sex) is compromised. Usually, this indicates the person simply isn't interested in getting too physical right now. This could be a temporary mood which often happens when the body is sick and is healing. Or, this could be a result of an emotional or physical issue that is effecting Lucille 's energy level and interest in sex. Sex doesn't seem to be a priority at the moment.

Lucille is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Lucille basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

In reference to Lucille's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Lucille slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Lucille can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Lucille will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Lucille will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Lucille believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Lucille is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes. Lucille will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Lucille an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other. When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Lucille is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story. Lucille is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Lucille doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

wooo........haha.hope you enjoyed that...! =] my dear friends who have not tried this please do so...=] esp mel, jan, sis and julin..=]

=ch!lz=
cille

2007-01-15T05:51:00.000-08:00

hey babes! my friend sarah intorduced to me her friends' web http://cocoquettes.livejournal.com/ where they sell some pretty earrings they made. i fell in love with 3 of them already. hehe...=] check it out babes! =]

p.s if you wanna buy lemme know, i'll tell sarah... =]

2007-01-12T08:07:00.000-08:00

i apologise to my dear audience for the sudden explosion of emotions. it was an unexpected reaction due to the overwhelming pressure, confusion and tension of the environment. i assure you the situation is now under control and such occurences will not arise without warning in advance. i sincerely apologise to those who have been affected. if there are any queries on the current situation you may leave a message and i will get back to you as soon as possible. Thank you. Have a nice day. =]

haha..........yup....feeling better............ =]

alright. time to share the memories.

christmas eve 2006

stayed over at ju's place. watched movies till the wee hours. suppose to indulge in our haagen daz ice cream but it was soft. ugh. what a turn off. so we had juice. i drank like 3/4 of teh carton in just one movie. omg. haha. was falling asleep in the second movie. finally went to bed at 3. woke up tearing at 7 am. teddy was at the airport . leaving for thailand soon. will miss him so much......

christmas 2006

rushed to my place early cuz all family and relatives popping by my place for lunch cum dinner.
my lasagna was a failure again. duno why it was so watery. shucks. nvm shall try again. and again. and again until i succeeded!!!
uncle brough turkey and ham. nice. big o's stuff are really good. (free advertising)
my aunt ballooons. we had ballooon fight. i was involved. so fun. haha. oops.
gave out candies to the kids. they were so happy. took lots of wacky photos. must be comfortable with who i am see. haha.
celebrated y cute adorable super doted cousin xue xue's birthday too.
we watched a video of her performance. man she can dance. she's only 5 years old. haha. so cute! haha. at times her underwear was exposed. haha. she was so embarrassed when we laughed. so cute!
aunt bought awfully chocolate cake and ice cream. it was so rich. tasted fantastic. it's the only chocolate cake and ice cream that i will never get sick of. it's so sinful..but who cares! haha. (free advertising again)
people finally left much later. julin stayed over. watched movie till late even though i had to work morning. julin was afraid of my bed. julin was afraid of my bed. hahaha. but so comfy and breezey right? better than lyui's bed. so hard and stiff. might as well sleep on the floor. tsk.

30 dec

went out with my girlfriends jan and mel. wah couldn't make it. sad.
jan was late. as usual. goodness. haha. we went to plaza sing thai express. sadly i couldn't enjoy the food cuz i burnt my tongue early in the afternoon. what a curse. haiz. but the seafood salad and the banana fritter with coconut ice cream was the bomb man! it was amazing! I LOVE IT! we must go back there ok? next time with our complete clique! ;]

went to la senza. bought a few more underwear. can never have enough you know. jan was so funny. hahaha. but we had fun. took pics after that. miss you babes. =]

new year's eve

mel came over my place. she watched da vinci code while i do my painting. we didn't notice the time was already 7 when it ended. shucks. so we quickly went to prepare the food. she wanted to bake lasagna. haha. so we did. by the time we ate, it was 10. imagine that. we watched herbie fully loaded with my bro's friends who came over to stay too. omg. haha. my house is like a boarding house that day. haha. countdown together. toast. drink. watched movie again. edison was boring. fianlly went to sleep. mel wasn't afraid of my bed. she was amused by it. haha. nice to sleep right? welcome to pop by anytime! =]

sch reopen.

boring. have to rush project. it's mad. grades were surprising. those i expected to do well i didn't. those i didn't i did. haiz. sad. oh well. i finally thought it through.
that roche volunteered me, adele and sarah to be involved with the open house. haiz. but oh well. can get seal points. haha. pathetic.

12 jan. friday.

suppose to go to town with adele cuz she's meeting her friends there too. but she was sick. see lah. so much for eating what i want to eat. hahaha. poor girl. anyway, met mel first at far east. went to area 51. damn, i can never step out of that shop empty handed. love the skirts and shorts. hehe.

met the rest at heeren at 6. went to vilage to eat. missed the place..i mean marche lah..but the stuff are still the same. wanted stingray but they didn't have it. argh. so had roschti and calamari..shared with mel. mq the bday girl ordered piza and wedges too. thankies dear! and thanks for the belated bday pressie too! haha. =]

after dinner we went to starbucks. i went to cheers to buy some booze. the guys were still hungry, went to buy subway. goodness. linus appetite was huge. one foot long still can't satisfy his hunger. haha. we chatted and chatted. so fun to just sit and hang out. haha. most of us didn't change lah. some only..yup...haha..

it was raining hevaily when we left. when i was walking home this stupid bus zoomed passed and splashed water all over me. freak ass. i was shivering after that! bloody shit. argh. haiz.. yawn..so sleepy..im still waiting for my teddy bear to msg me..he's in camp..in sch..sigh...i still got work tom..haiz...kk..i go first.. night people! i enjoyed myself tonight! hope you people did too! =]

to mq. i wish you first. i may nto ahve time to sing for you on the 14th. haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEI QI! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =]

=ch!lz=
cille

2007-01-05T07:18:00.000-08:00

oh crap. beginning of a new year but it's already bad. does the dragon and the pig have a bad relationship or is it just me? it's just the first week and i am having so much problems.

Work

first of all, my work. are they just taking advantage of me just because i find it hard to say no? so many people want to take leave and i have to fill in for them. almost everyday of the week i need to report to work even after sch. if i ahdn't request on certain days i would be working everyday except thursdays due to my cds. wtf. my supervisor seriously doesn't know how to plan. can you like gather all the staff and make an agreement on when they can take leave so i don't have to come in all the time even a week before my main exam. she even asked me to work 1 or 2 days before my exam. wtf. have you got any brain at all? maybe education isn't important to you but it is to me. fucking shit. all you know how to do is get mc and not turn up for work. tell us things not to do but you are doing it. she better back off or i will really scream at her face when she goes overboard. resignation is not hard.

School

because of work i can't finish my project and hw on time. wtf. i have no social life. i can't hang out with my friends cuz of work and i feel so bad. i keep forgetting stuff. can't get enough sleep or rest. i was quite diappointed with my rsb marks. i thought i had it. i mean, if i did badly i didn't expect it to be that bad. but i guess i shouldn't feel that bad cuz for the 2 subjects i didn't think i could do well i did well. and i felt really bad for my friend. she didn't do that well among us. i really want to help her but i don't know how. i don't really know her that well yet so i do not know how to comfort her. i don't even know how to comfort myself besides crying myself to sleep. i am so useless. and the guys in my class. USELESS. PATHETIC. first it was chong wei. ask me to get a job for him, then tells them he can only work one month and dec he has another job. wtf. and i am so freaking disappointed with yeo-koh. i had high hopes that he will be responsible. he asked me to help him get a job from fc. i did. i told him to promise me he will be hard-working, he did. then i get complaibns from my manager that he is always on mc. never calls the shop to inform them. so i told him. after that it got worse. he didn't even turn up at all. he can't even be bothered to return their call and just tell them he wants to resign. wtf. i never spoke to him again. sight of him pisses me off. worse, guys in my group won't do their work until we tell them to. the leader is the one who sets which day to have meetings and what we should discuss. but end up us girls doing the job. wtf. i can't stand it. basic requirements can't even be fulfilled. hopeless.

Family

i though things could change. i thought our situation will get better. wtf, it didn't. my father finally got his pay, he paid me back for what he owed me, he payed me back for my sch expenses and transportation fees, finally paid back my relatives whom my mom had to borrow money from. but they don't mean anything to me. what i want him to do is to save it. save it for a rainy day. plan long term. but he doesn't do it. still doesn't do it. he still splurges on things that are not neccessary! talked about getting a flat screen tv, bought a dryer, but what really pissed me off is that he BOUGHT AN EXPENSIVE GOLD NECKLACE. now wth is that? is that necessary? i told him to save the money so we can renovate our flat especially the windows cuz it's freaking old. wait till the day when our flat collapse into dust then he will regret that he didn't save. fucking shit. how old are you? always telling me to plan my future. you don't even fucking do it yourself!!!
my mother. hah. always complain. she only knows how to complain. nag nag nag nag nag. as if i do not have enough things to worry about. yeah, she can't go and work cuz she has to look after my broither and the houshold chores but please, you are buying ice cream, buying chips, buying canned drinks and toys for them! is that necessary? always complain they are so naughty but you are spoiling them by buying all that!

next my sis. hopefully she gets better. i can;'t take another disappointment. she better do her job well. she better not anyhow spend money. she better stop going to clubs. stop complaining that she's fat when she is always eating late or still goes out to have supper with friends. wtf. is that necessary. friends are more important then your family? and you claim that you love your family very much. then you should have taken up a part time job long ago instead of waiting for a dead end. keep partying like there's no tom. well soon there will be no tom if you don't start thinking clearly and be more sensible! you are freaking 21 and soon 22. you are the eldest you should be atking up responsibilities. instead, all responsibilties are pushed to me! i am the one saving for the rainy day. i am like a bank. when you need money you borrow from me and take ages to rerturn me and still can say i am irritating always asking for my money back. hello. i am paying for my own meals, my own expenses. i need the money. freak. and i have not been able to visit my great grandpa these few weeks. my grandma is always thinking a lot, stressed, blood pressure up and stuff. haiz. i just hope people around her will stop making life hard for her. stop making her worried. she won't be able to sleep. i don't want to lose her yet....

crap. i am crying like mad. my eyes are swollen. and i need to work tom morning. and it's my dad's bday. he just came back home. drunk like shit. what a new year. what a new year.

2006-12-18T07:38:00.000-08:00

AAAAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yet another horrible... HORRIBLE day. freaking weather. i got drenched in the rain AGAIN!

waited 40 minutes for the freaking bus! piece of shit! and the whole time had to listen to some choir outside tangs singing some christmas carol. in the beginning i thought they were the cuz of the rain to pour, but it subsided after a while, 15 mins later they stopped. 5 minutes after that this girl started singing some unkown song and IT STARTED POURING AGAIN!!! SHE WENT ON AND ON AND IT GOT HEAVIER AND HEAVIER! SHUT UP WILL YOU!!!???

it's not that i want to be some kill joy or something, it's pouring, people get fustrated, and it's worse when all the other buses comes except yours! argh!!!

last saturday,i had this customer, i helped her reserved two dresses. one long, one short. i took her name and contact as usual, pasted on one of the hangers and taped both the dresses together. she even wrote down my name and i reassured her yes i am reserving both dresses for you. i learned from my colleague that she was upset yesterday, i was not around when she came cuz it was my off day. apparently, the short dress got separated from the long dress. my colleague who was serving her was not here the day before so she doesn't know which dress it was. knowing that the other dress she wanted was not reserved for her she was upset and said " why didn't that girl (me) reserve it for me? i told her to reserve it for me" bloody hell. i taped them together ok. so when i went back in to check the dress was together with another dress under another name. freak ass. i clearly remembered i taped both together and the long dress was in front of the short dress. i alreday have a suspect. she was always in the store room and she was always arranging the reservation rack. who else can it be? i was so pissed cuz i, in my opinion, developed a good relationship with teh customer but because of some fella who has itchy hands my name is on the bad list. thanks a lot.

but my day today wasn't all that bad. finally saw my teddy. i missed him so much. haven't seen him since last wed. he accompanied me to have dinner during my break. passed him his xams gift. bought him a calvin klein wallet. he's current one was pretty old alreday. hehe glad he liked it. =]
sigh. i duno when i can see him again. hopefully on the 23 or 24. he;'s leaving for thailand with his family on the 25. he'll be back only on the 29. i'm going to miss him so....who's going to msg me to sleep? sobs. well hope i am to busy to think too much about him. knowing that he's unreachable just bring tears to my eyes. haiz.

sunday

it was my off like i said earlier. i was at my grandma's place. stayed over on sat night after work which ended at 11 pm. wth. woke up at 8, accompanied my grandma to the market. yawnz. i was still half asleep. but i can't let her go alone. i'll feel damn bad. whenevr she says she's just going to buy a few things, most likely it would end up to be a lot of things. lucky she didn't buy fish. ugh. saw the familiar faces of the auntie who sless pork, but duno what happened to her husband, i think he passed away already. choi. then i saw the fruit stall auntie. she remembered me too. boy, how much time has passed. and the vege stall auntie is wei jie's mom. i didn't see wei jie at the market though. saw his bro and his mom only. haven't see him in a while.

went back. had roti prata, which we bought from the market coffee shop, for breakfast. love the roti prata there. grew up eating it. i still rem the uncle. haha. then went back to sleep. haha. my bros and mom arrived. so noisy haiz. but i ignored them. continued to sleep till julin came. yawns. chatted. hit each other's butt, ate together, lie on the bed together and she stealing my fav pillow.. haha. just like the good old days. haiz.

my grandma wasn't feeling well. poor thing. her blood pressue increased. ha bloated tummy, and gastric problems. doc said she was too anxious. she needs to stop worrying too much. these months had been hard for her. my great grandfather's condition is always fuctuating. she has to climb the over head bridge and walk quite a distance to the mt alvernia hospital.haiz. poor thing. she's over 70. i wonder how much her body can take. i wonder how she could take the blow when the time comes for my great grandpa. poor grandma. i must start praying for her and my great grandpa and put all my own stuff aside. haiz... ='

i certainly do hope some people would start acting properly and stop making my grandma worry for them. they are big enough and should be sensible too. so stop making grandma worry! behave you age! if her condition worsens i will take it out on you! i will not give anymore chances to you! i love grandma very very much. if you do then show it! don't just say it! if you do anything to make her worry again i will never ever help you again. learn your lessons! GROW UP!

alright i gtg. i need to work full tom. hopefully i can go home early tom. i need to finish up my cds hw and my part of the project. tc nite.

=ch!lz=
worrying butterfly

2006-12-05T07:33:00.000-08:00

hello people!!! haha yes yes, i am finally back. but you've got to understand i am a very busy person. haha now don't you roll your eyes at me. haha. alright why blog at this point of time? cuz i am so darn tired to do my stats hw so i decided to blog and something HORIBBLE happened today. yup.

alright. school started fine. accounts took forever to finish but it was fruitful. i clarified my doubts and found out what a dumbass i was cuz i looked at the wrong exhibit for the tutorial. shit ass.

lunch was interesting. crazy donation beggars. leave us alone. what regret shit man. nonsense. you are just upset cuz your flirting skills failed you and you can't even get a little boy fall into your trap. boo hoo.

comms skills wasn't that bad. i got an A for assignment which was really unexpected. like the A i got for accounts, i was so happy! haha oops! the girls are so going to kill me... hehe.. sorry. =p

shit man this fri have trial presentation. next week is test week. crap. after that is sales. busy busy busy. darn it. when can i rest? sobs. =[

i did something real naughty today! hehe but i won't tell you...hahaha =X

alright the HORRIBLE thing starts here. teddy was going to send me off to work but when we reach orchard it was pouring cats and dogs.it was so freaking heavy. so itold teddy not to send me to work or he would get wet. yeah. and a good thing he didn't cuz how would he explain to his mom how he got wet when there is shelter from sch to interchange to his place. freak ass. my entire jeans was wet. my cardi was wet. my bag was wet. my top was wet. my hair was wet. my birks was wet. basically i was totally drenched in the freaking ass rain!

i looked like a bloody idiot walking along orchard road with my cute purple bear printed umbrella which didn't help much cuz of the strong wind. everyone else was safe in the shopping malls or at the hotel lobby waiting for the rain to grow lighter. shit ass. everyone at the entrance of paragon was staring at me. when i reach my shop i was dripping wet.

even when i knocked of my jeans were still freaking wet. so i had to wear my work skirt, my purple top, my black heels and my cardi. i looked damn weird carrying my sling bag in that outfit. freak ass. and the bus was crowded today! ah!!!!!!!! i had to stand all the way! freak! 2 stupid fat ass occupied 3 seats. that one seat could have been for me. sobs! argh.

now i am here. with my legs aching. wishing my teddybear was here with me. so i could lie in his arms, and feel his warmth. sigh. i can't wait for that day when the both of us could really be together....

bloody hell weird dreams are haunting me again. i dreamt that my blk was a few metres away from the shore. i was in my room. saw a huge ship coming towards land. it was gi-normous. black and red was its colour. thick clouds of black smoke came out from its chimney. the smoke made its way into my room. my room was dark n smoky. i choked. quickly close the windows. it took a while for the smoke to clear. i looked out of the window. saw a huge crowd all dressed in similar white clothing which looked like some kind of uniform. they gave their attention to a long box in the middle of the crowd. it looked like a coffin. was it a funeral? it was so eerie. i woke up with chills going down my spine. it felt so real.

i was pretty scared that it is a sign. well, my greta grandpa is in the hospital. his lungs failed him a few days ago. he had to be hospitalised. dark patches begin to appear all over his body. it looks pretty scary. he was too weak to speak. everyone teared just by looking at him. haiz. the day when his lungs failed, my uncle rong hua was sleeping at home, my great grandpa appeared to him in his dreams, saying goodbye. it was damn sad. the pain and heartache he had was overwhelming. he was close to my great grandpa. i feel so sad for him. haiz. life.

alright. i gtg. im beat. wake up early to do hw. everyone is praying he could make it through this year and cny. hopefully he could. he will. he will.

=ch!lz=
cille

2006-10-07T07:53:00.000-07:00

i've been really really busy this entire month. so sorry for the late entries. hehe =]

ok, in my 2nd last entry i said i was going to blog about something horrible that has happened to my sister. sorry, i ain't going to expose it. i promised julin (my dear cousin) that i won't. so i'm not going to.

i shall blog about my class chalet then. firstly, i want to thank kiong for his efforts to organise the class chalet and made sure all of us had sufficient food and drinks. THANKS KIONG! YOU ARE THE BEST ORGANISOR! =]

[3rd October] 1st day of chalet

met my class at tanah merah mrt station at 3:10. i was early, so were adele, yeo-koh, derrick, hui shi and qian han. we just chatted. catch up with what's happening.

took the shuttle bus to the chalet. bloody bus driver didn't want to wait for us. ass.

our bungalow was perfectly situated near the coast. we had a perfect view of the sea. just lovely.

settled down. adele, hui shi and i quickly changed into our bikinis to swim while the sun is still out. just perfect.

got up at 5 plus. bathed. played card games in the bedroom while waiting for the rest and dinner to arrive. we had pizza for dinner. i had hmm...2 slices? haha. duno. watched this old movie on hbo too. after dinner we went to bowl. we were getting bored. haha. my score was pathetic. i am so not going to say it. haha. but we had fun. right? =]

went back to the bungalow after bowling. chong wei finally arrived. damn he's so tan. haiz. my headache started kicking in. it got worse after i watched V for Vendetta. but it was a nice show. why didn't she remove his mask? darn!

couldn't sleep all night. end up listening to the rad and sing songs. only slept very very much later....

[4th october] 2nd day of chalet

yawnz. woke up with my headache gone! yipppeeeee!!! =]

drank milo. ate cup noodless i think. haha. later one wne tswimming and tanning. hooray for the sun! but before that it looked like it was going to rain. darn. haha. but the sun came out! whooopeeeee! =]

the jacuzzi sucked man. the water was ice cold. bloody hell. and the life guards are there for nothing. can eat apple and do weird exercises. hahaha!!!!

i miss swimming. it's so fun. can get a tan and shape up. haha. =] hui shi and sarah are really good swimmers. swim so fast. goodness. i was panting. i guess i need to find mel to swim again. she can make me swim 20 laps. haha.

after i bathed i cleaned up the chalet. it was in a big big mess. used cups and half eaten chips everywhere. haha. someone has to clean it up and it was me. adele helped too after she was done bathing. haha. watched the stupid stupid money no enough show. wth. for the entire 10 mins they were singing and dancing. so freaking lame. made us wonder whether it is a music video or a movie. so made cw fast forward it. haha. the show was really lame lah. i couldn't take it. haha. but it was better than the shitty scary movie 4 or the date movie. bloody ass. not funny at all. i was cursing and swearing at it instead lah. idiots. wasted my time. haiz.

anyway, after the movie i went to defrost the chickens. i am always fated to deal with the chickens. haha. i was happily sticking bbq sticks into the chix wings when suddenly a short malay looking guy walked passed the kitchen and knocked on the window. seriously i didn't realise it was roche after 5 secs when i saw the shoes. like wth. and i bet sarah and adele are laughing their ass off. haha.

at first i didn't feel like talking to him but i had to. he called the 3 of us to a side and made us spill out what ever we had to say. i have to say we feel much better after that. haha. i ate a lot man. usually bbq a little can make me full, but this time, the food was just amazing and i just gobbled anything that was cooked. haha. the otah was marvellous, chix wing wasn't bad, sotong was fabulous, marshmallows were a hit, and the sweet potato was sooooo irresistable!!!! =] all thanks to our wonderful kiong. =]

when my tummy was finally full and satisfied, i sat down and listened to the stories roche had to share. that idiot just had to rake up ghost stories. i was uncomfortable the entire night lah. ass. so freakky.....(and i bet julin is thinking "haiz..lulu ah...so useless..." right juls?)

then unexpectedly derrick brought his friends over too. we were ok with it lah. they helped us to finish up the food. so moved into the living room. the entire class plus roche except derrick played truth or dare. so fun. haha. we dug out all the deap dark secrets.haha. =] roche's one was the most interesting. like duh. hahaha. but we promised we won't tell anyone. hehehe. our lips are sealed........=]

roche left around 1 plus. close to 2. haha. then we cleaned up a lil more and went to bed. this time we knocked out earlier than the day before. with all that work, how can we not falls asleep? haha.

[5th october] last day of chalet.

got up early. packed our bags. had breakfast. then waited for the rest. rushed to catch the shuttle bus. i took the bus home from tanah merah. was really really tired. haha. got home, wanted to slep, but in the end didn't cuz i was quite pissed with my sis. anyway, i watched v for vendetta again cuz during the chalet it was kinda noisy, couldn't hear the entire conversation. hugo weaving who played V wasn't hot at all. some balding man. the guy who played the enemy of neo in the matrix. yeah, the one with the shades. shucks. no wonder natalie didn't remove the mask. V was more charming with that mask. i do not want to see the guy's face. hehe. oops. =]

the rest of the days was back to work. work. work. work. but the bazaar was really fun though. my first time working at a bazaar. from 19 to 22 oct i was at isetan scotts which is actually in shaw house. 19 was setting up day so we started at 12 pm to supposedly 9:30 pm but ended at 10 instead.the rest of the days i started at 9:30 am to 9:30-10 pm. quite fun. we were kinda fooling around. haha.the dust was terrible. i was itching all over in less than 10 mins. haha. lots of pretty items. had my eye on a few stuff. a pair of paul and joe jeans, a pair of shorts, a pair of black pants, a brown tunic top which is so me and has pretty sequines sewn on it and last but not least a 3 way skirt/top. can wear it was a skirt, a tube or toga. and could even be a halter top. amazing ain't it? it's colourful, not really my type but hey, it's ok to change, but some things will remain the same, like what juls say, im so island-ish. haha. =]

we had a good dinner at kfc. then started selling at 5 pm. crowd came in real fast. business was good in the first day. not bad eh? but i just can't stand some people. so barbaric. really really horrible. anyhow throw stuff. and some worse, don't understand the words maximum is 3 pieces for trying. kns. really wanted to scream at those idiots. especially that lady who acted like she's so classy and her husband or whatever her relationship is with that man, who hogged up the queu. made everyone so angry and drove away some potential customers. so what if she spent more than a thousand. it's not enough to pay for the loss of image, the spirits and our business. ass. i hate her for life. and that fat guy. so fat ah, later have health problems. karma will get them. oh yes it will.

sch re-opened. i was late on the first day of sch. wth. haha. well, can't blame me entirely, i was tired! my body could finally rest. haha. 1st week of sch was arlight. but i stilll had to work and the books are getting more expensive. like wth. spare us a thought dude! we may have enough brains to get into a business course but it doesn't mean we have enough money to afford those darn books. haiz........

ok that's all for now. i shall talk about the other days another day. i am pretty tired. off day still never get enough rest. thank god we start sch later nowadays except thurs. horribly long day!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhh!!!!!!! and dele and i are not in the same cds class. so embarassing. hahaha

kk tc! toodles!!! we shall we shall have our xmas/belated halloween/dress up party during the upcoming hols! can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!! =]

=ch!lz=
busy butterfly

2006-10-05T03:27:00.000-07:00

i watched V for Vendetta at the chalet. it was awesome. heard a classic being played, pretty sweet yet melancholic. so i searched for the lyrics and here it is. sad i don't have the songs, won't be able to hear the whole song. oh well, better than nothing. enjoy. =]

Cry Me A River / Julie London
Lyrics and Music by Arthur Hamilton

Now you say you're lonely
You cry the whole night through
Well, you can cry me a river, cry me a river
I cried a river over you

Now you say you're sorry
For bein' so untrue
Well, you can cry me a river, cry me a river
I cried a river over you

You drove me, nearly drove me out of my head
While you never shed a tear
Remember, I remember all that you said
Told me love was too plebeian
Told me you were through with me and
Now you say you love me
Well, just to prove you do
Come on and cry me a river, cry me a river

I cried a river over you
I cried a river over you
I cried a river over you
I cried a river over you

2006-09-25T22:52:00.000-07:00

hey people.....long tims since i blogged.

holidays are getting boring at the moment. some friends have alreday started sch. cant meet up. haiz. oh well. the next exciting thing would be my class chalet. haha. can't wait to see you people!!! i haven't meet up anyone from my class yet. oops! haha. i bet all of us are busy with our own stuff. i know srah, adele, cheryl, xiao ling, ya wen, hui shi and annabelle are definitely working. im not sure about the rest. hehe. slacking? playing all day long? oh yeah. i forgot to wish chong wei good luck for his sup papers. darn. oh well. that boy has learned his lesson, he will work hard for his sups. hopefully....

oh well. days has been the same these few days. work. nothing much.

Thursday

went to work. came back with very bad blister thanks to that pair of new heels. ugh. even when i only wore it for an hour in total. darn. on my way home i was so tempted to take them off and walk home bare footed. haiz. wanted to ask my sis to bring me a pair of comfy slippers at the bus stop but she was out partying. oh well. walk home from the bus stop never seemed that long, and painful.

i though i would have enough surprises the entire day. but i was wrong. i'll keep this for the next entry.

Friday

went to work. fell asleep on the bus. really tired. exhausted. i was robbed 3 hours of sleep. but my colleagues made the day better for me. Thank god for giving me such wonderful colleagues.

we wear rearranging the floorset. new concept to try. but rearranging the floorset didn't bring in any cash. at all. from the time we started at 10 till i left at 6, we have not made a single sale. shit or what?! we were desperate. really. i tried my best to find some little things to do like ironing wrinkled items, tidying up the racks, and arrange the hangers nicely. haiz. sad day indeed. and there were so many transfers. argh. hello. please ask your customers to walk over. we haven't made a single sale. what really pissed me off was one customer. she reserved a dress from me and said she''ll walk around PARAGON to look at others if she can't find any she'll come back and buy from me. BUT i don't know how she walked to wisma and BOUGHT IT AT WISMA INSTEAD! ARGH! we could have made a sale!!! when my colleague told me wisma called just now and said the customer don't want to reserve already i couldn't believe my ears. i called back and clarified with them. yup. she bought it there. i was so damn pissed. they trasneferred four items from us already loh. oh well. that's the way it is.

went home. really exhausted. fell asleep on the bus. lucky didn't miss my stop.

Saturday

wish i could have woke up later but i had to go to ju's place. help her draw a sketch for her project. yawns. you owe me one ju ju! haha.

went out with teddy after that. it's our 10th month anniversary! hehe. i am so happy!!! =] he's really the best guy i have ever been with and i am pretty sure he'll be the one forever. haha. thinking too far? i don't think so. he's done so much for me. shed so much tears. so many heartaches but none them are his fault. he loves me for who i am. how many guys would say i look beautiful with that disgusting wild hair of mine while looking at me in the eye? who actually says that i am still beautiful with all that dark rings around my eyes? who actually says he like my tummy and will still love with all his heart even if i grew fatter? who actually fell in love with me when i was at my ugliest? him. only him. that's why i can never lose him. i would go crazy if i did. the only thing that is keeping us apart and breaking our hearts is his mom. she won't allow us to be together. saying it will affect his studies. when he asked me what will happen to us if his mom finds out we are still together and confiscates his handphone, i cried. i couldn't help it. the thought of me not able to hear his voice or speak to him is too much. i told him even if it breaks my heart, i still love him with all my heart. i will still wait for him. why? because i can't live without him. it's true. i am crying right now. i tried my best to hold back the tears when we were on the train home. i burst into tears when we reached the void deck of my garndma's place. i held him tight. told him no matter what his mom MUST NOT find out. i can't live a day without knowing he's alright but i will still love him no matter what.he held me closely and cried too. he said he won't be able to handle it too. he will do what ever he can so that his mom won't know. we stood there for minutes. it was late. he must go. i don't him to get scolded by his mom. we left with tears still in our eyes and kissed goodbye. i wonder when will be the next time i see him...

he gave me a box. inside was filled with 99 paper hearts he folded everyday early in the morn.it made me cry again.i really don't want his mom to find out. she must not. she can not.

cried myself to sleep.

Sunday

woke with my eyes swollen. stayed in bed hoping they would get better.

i was suppose to go my great grandpa's place right? but didn't. he was in the hospital the day before. or two. forgot. he fell down again. haiz. luckily he didn't knowck his head that hard. he would have..left.. that'll be sad. he's lucky to have survived for his age, 91 not 90. i went to ttsh with my aunt, grandma and sis, didn't talk to her at all. you'll know why in my next entry.

stayed at the hospital till 7 plus. had dinner at the kopitiam there. my uncle drove me and my grandma back. bathed. packed my stuff. then went back home. next day got work.

alright.that's all for now. i gtg. need to get some stuff. toodles. take care people.

=ch!lz=
cille

2006-09-19T07:20:00.000-07:00

hey people! been a long time since i blogged. hehe. busy. sorry. =]

work has been alright. all the same.

sunday went to visit my great grandpa. his 90 over years old. he's really fragile. poor thing sprained his ankle. it's all swollen. and the skin looke very very thin, thinner than paper and his memory is failing him. he can't recognise his own daughter, but he remembers their names. haiz.
anyway, my mom, sis and i go there and do what we always do with the rest of our relatives. play blackjack. haha. it's so fun. i won quite few bucks. weeheee! haha.=] going back next sun. haha. weeee...

we didn't stay for dinner with them, we went back to my grandma's place for dinner instead. she cooked mutton curry!!!!!!!! yummmmmmmyyyyyyyyy!!! i love her mutton curry. it's spicy and so full of flavour. i finished one big bowl of curry. hahaha. damn i was full. lucky i controlled myself or else i would go home feeling uncomfortable. haha.

monday i met up with mel at the guys. we went to bukit timah there for dinner. finally saw shahrul. haven't seen him for a long long long time. man he looks exhausted. all that security duty and trainings. i felt so bad that i took his rest time away from him. oh yeah. and mel and i didn't know it was ben's bday. haha. so sad. haha. the guys were really funny lah. but got one point mel n i just wanted to doze off. haha.

after dinner they wanted to play pool. so i tagged along. yes i do not know how to play pool. haha. so i just watched them. nel and seng are pretty good. ben, he's just lucky. haha. too bad i didn't get a chance to see the devil play but there will be chances in the future...............i hope.

we left about 9. i was thinking, shit im going to miss ANTM! crap. haha. took the bus, reached my grandma's place about 10:30. whoopee! still have 30 mins of the show to watch. haha. but i missed out the challenge where they have to pose with crystal decorated roaches. man. that was fun. haiz. oh well. watched grey anatomy. msged teddy. slept at 12. hehe.

woke up at 5 am. went back to sleep. woke up at 7 am. went back to sleep. finally got my ass off the bed at 8. hahaha. accompanied my grandma to the market. she was going to buy lots of stuff. i can't let her carry them all by herself. no way. had roti prata for breakfast (got curry again) haha. met teddy later. i was so happy i could finally see him. spent quality time together for 4 hours. i just love him so much. =]

so now im here. brooding about that 'extra work'roche wants me adele and sarah to do. argh. he's really out to get us. haiz. but i still can't wait for the chalet! haha. yay! =]

=ch!lz=
cille

2006-09-10T03:37:00.000-07:00

helllooooooooooooooo!!!!!!

how are your holidays people? having fun? well i know some odf you are working, like me. haha. and others would probably be lazing around at home. haha. anyway, hope you guys are having fun. =] can't wait for our class chalet! hehe =]

work has been fun the past few days. im getting to know more about my filipino colleague. she's really nice. told her about the filipino food i love and stuff. haha. so she promised she would bring the dish i like which is kare kare (pronounced as kah rey kah rey) when her husband prepares it. whopeeee! =]

oh the other day we went to lucky plaza for our dinner. she brought me to the place where they sell kare kare. but i don't dare to go there alone. everyone was filipino. and my tagalog is pretty rusty. it'll be a little awkward to go there alone. haha. anyway, she treated me to a popular filipino delicacy. fried banana. duno fried with what lah but it tastes damn good. haha. oh and they also have my mom's fav. actually my mom's, my sister's and my fav. the banana is wrapped in the skin whish is also used for spring dumpling (i think) and fried. love it to death. haha. you must try! mel. i bring you to try tom! =] haha. if i rem where the place is. oops. you know how messy it is in lucky plaza. haha. =]

i went to my aunt's place to swim on sat. got a nice tan. and i saw a hot hot HAWT swimming instructor teaching the kids. but he's kinda skinny. and what's with the shades in the pool teaching the kids how to swim? but he's hot. haha. i didn't manage to swim mush. about 10 laps only. but the pool is slightly longer than the average olympic size. those idiotic cousins of mine were bullying me again. they are seriously getting on my nerves. argh!!

anyway im going back on wed to swim again with my aunt. mel is coming along too. whopppeee...! =] oh yeah, my aunt and uncle were asking why you didn't join us on sat. haha. oops. i should ahve asked you huh. but you were like kinda sick so i think you should rest. =] anyway, wed ok?

oh yeah went out with my besties on thurs. went to fariha's place in the morn. played monopoly. so fun! and this time i was the WINNER!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oopss....hahaha... come one...i lost terrible the last time. haha. but i was a kind soul. landed on other's property so thye can pay their debts. haha. oops. haha. anyway had lots of fun playing monopoly.

mel went bankrupt. jan left at 1:20to give tuition so mel took over her. we played till 2 plus. wah went to change. then we went to town cuz wah had tution at orchard tower. mel and i walked around...shopped like mad. haha. both of us bought 2 tops. love em. haha. saw shawn lee. man he has man boobs now! he's a potato sack!!! haha. he changed a lot. changed for the better. he doesn't bully girls anymore. thank god. i was one of his victims. haha. he's more gentleman-ly and mature. haha. after topshop we went to taka. grabbed a bite. went to check out the info on the luggages for my dad. went to lucky plaza, mel wanted to ask her optician for a sports sun glasses. really nice. so is the price. haha. she looks good in whatever she wears. sigh. like julin. sigh.

after lucky plaza we passed by some shops that were selling earrings. mel bought a few for her sis. passed by this other shop sellin 3 at 10 bucks. pretty nice earrings but we went to cine to check out the 7 for 10 bucks first. haha i bought 3 from there and mel got 4. went back to the previous shop. i got 2 and she got 1. so total i got 5. paid 10 bucks. so each is 2 bucks. quite alright. haha.

went to meet wah after her tuition. i can't believe she's so blurr. haha. i need to draw a map for her. haha. and that bloody nair was so late. haha.so we went to get the tix for the movie first. watched little man. so funny!!!!!!! mel and wah were laughing really loud. goodness. haha.oh yeah, mel and i had subway for dinner. we sneaked it in to the theatre. haha. shhhhh....

after the movie went to blossomz. saw a really really nice skirt. but it was the last piece and it is size large!!!! ahhhhhhhhh!!!! so sad. and the rest aren't that nice. haiz.... wah bought a bag. i went to check out adidas jacket at leftfoot. saw an orange one with brown stripes. love the cut but find the orange a bit too bright. haha.so im now seeking for a brown base and orange stripes. haha. asked mel to accompany me tom.haha. =]

today went to tampines. there was a performance by the sunflowers girls at soka . it was..interesting.....haha. after the performance, julin, joyce, xiang ting and i went to mos at tm. ate a little and chit chat for a while. then we left. ju and i walked around a little while. im still thinking of which watch to get. sigh.

top things i want to get:
adidas jacket
denim skirt
watch

when we were talking on the phone while he was still in camp, teddy actually wanted to get me the jacket. i said no. it's so ex. i don't want him to spend his money on me. i'll feel so bad. then he said he pay half and plus something else. i said no. i just want him to celebrate with me. his company is good enough. =]

still can't find a nice denim skirt. darn. watch, still duno which one to get. haiz.

anyway. gtg. bro's bugging me to let him use the com. haiz. haha. toodles! =]

=ch!lz=
cille

2006-09-04T05:16:00.000-07:00

hello people!!!

haha. finally back. anyway. suppose to talk about the dinner right? ok i'll try to make it short and sweet. try....haha

fri night went to my grandm's place to stay. played with my cousins min xue and min min. sat woke up early to study pom. but nothing could go into my head. had durian in the afternoon. then couldn't sleep at nigh. my grandma and i chatted on the bed till 12 plus. haha. woke up early on sun despite that i didn't get enough sleep last night. continued studying. when i finished all the chapters i fell asleep. woke up when julin came. continued to revise. went for the dinner at 6:30. the place was at yck. my grandpa's fav restaurant. altogther there was 6 tables. all my relatives where there (mother side). everything was going alright till some comments were made and killed the joyous atmosphere. oh well. the food wasn't that great either. too salty. argh. but glad to see my relatives. we usually see each other during chi new year only. sad. i know. oh well. took the cab hme. oh yeah my mom wasn't able to attend the dinner. she wasn't feeling well. poor mum. so it was just me, my sis and the two little monkeys. argh. nothing about pom went into my head. shhhit. what am i to do?

well. that was it. pretty short eh. hahaha. now...for the party.............. haha. it didn't go well at first..then it was fun...then the climax dropped real fast thanks to someone. argh. i am so never going to talk to him again. do i sound bitchy? who cares!

teddy bluffed his mom he was going to visit hanafi at the hospital. he actually went out with me. haha. oops. anyway. met at somerset. i was late. shhit. bought my bus concession. we went to the heeren. walked around. saw mel. haha. she looked like she was carry a bomb. thank god her box was see through. haha. then we went to cine. decided to watch a movie. bored of town anyway. we were deciding between the break up and the devil wears prada. finally decided on the devil wears prada. good choice. quite funny. interesting. and i find it quite true too. hard to juggle between courier and your personal life. need a very understanding man. haiz..love the clothes andrea wore. especially that white shirt with a black off shoulder. and the dress. oh i just love them all. haha. oh and i love the part where she slams her coat and bag on the table. haha. hilarious.

oh and can you imagine how cold it was in there? i was only wear a tank top and shorts!!! brrrrr..thank gd i have teddy. haha. he's big enough to keep me warm. x]

since we were freezing after the show, we walked to plaza singapura. saw an qi. she was surprised to see us. haha. went to spotlight. was looking for the small wooden wreath to display eggs. couldn't find it at all. argh. but the importatnt thing is that i was able to spend time with my darling teddybear. =]

went to mac for a quick dinner. then teddy sent me to the mrt station. said goodbye. sobs. when will i get to see him again? sigh...............=[

met yeo-koh, swee siong, jian hai, hui shi,sarah and adele at harbour front. we went to the food court to have dinner. i had mine already. haha. chong wei was late. but he was the best dressed dude among us. haha. oh and adele too. =] hot dress. i just look super weird in a dress. no idea why. haha.

after dinner we decided to get a drink first, get a lil high before entering the party. haha. so we went to cold storage and buy our drinks. brought it to sentosa. saw my friend jy, my gl from tpsu. haha. then we had our drinks outside the fountain, at the staircase. then we went in. checked out the stalls. nothing much. most of them are selling food. the guys bought food to eat. haha. then hui shi, adele, sarah and i went mad. skipping in the maze.did a catwalk and posed for photos. haha. hilarious. then we walked around. went back to the stalls where the guys were. the guys didn't budge at all. lazy asses. haha. swee siong had the tp mass dance song. he played it and i danced to it. haha. i still rem the steps! weeeeeeeeeeee!!!

it was 10 plus. no one was dancing yet. was getting bored. so us girls tried to dance with this other group of girls. then they stopped. we wanted to stopped too but this group of malay guys danced with us so we continued to dance. then i saw hairul...they were actually hairul's friends. haha. what a place to bump into him. haha.we danced. but the songs were getting boring. actually, they are boring. some stupid fashion show was going to start so everyone stopped dancing. we watched the show. just a bunch of guys and girls baring skin. not really nice. but the songs was good. they played sexy back. ooh la la....haha. spotted niven in the crowd. but he disappeared after that. haha. then there was a challenge for couples. 3 pairs went up. A and C was a normal couple, B was 2 malay guys trying to be funny. they has to lick whipped cream of their partners body. ugh...imagine the sweat and hair!!! bleahkx!!

after the 'fashion' show, the guys and i went to grab another bottle of beer. the girls had enough. chong wei was the slowest to finish his drink. haha. then the girls arrived. they said it was boring in there. nothing was going on. so they ordered another bottle of beer too. we chatted. talked about what was the most important thing to us in a relationship. my answer: communication. very important. that was what happened to me and yq. no communication face to face. i don't like it. it sucked. so what if he gave me my first bouquet of flowers and gave me a stalk of purple or blue rose every day in sch. no communication. it won't work. and i looked like a total bitch fater i dumped him. everyone shook their heads and started gossiping whenever they see me. sick. oh well. now i am with teddy. atleast we do talk. and he is funny. believe me. haha. =]

after our drink we went back in. this time more people were dancing so us girls just jumped right in and started dancing too. it was so fun. we were dancing with the group of malay guys again but this time different partners. i was dancing with this malay guy in white board shorts. he smelt kinda funny. like vomit. or rotten milk. but i didn't really care that time. we danced for a few hours but the songs were getting boring so i rested a while. didn't manage to dance with hairul though. shucks.

the guys just sat there, watch people dance and lesbians kiss. goodness. they are still not high enough. haiz...haha but one good thing is that they can look after my bag so i could dance freely. i could smell the puke like smell on my shirt. ugh. it was only when i reached home, lying on my bed then i realised it was whipped cream. the guy whom i danced with was the one who had whipped cream smothered all over his body. ugh...........................

when we decided to dance again we danced with hong yi (guy from my course but from another class) and his friends. i didn't want to dance with the malay guys already..why? shall not say....girls who know...shhhhhhhhh......just between us. okie?

ok. this time i danced till i was dying of thirst. my throat just felt completely dry. so hui shi and i went out to buy mineral water. soft drinks will make me even more thirsty.we sat at the bench. rested. then the rest came out again. haha. we kept going in and out in and out. not our fault. toilets are outside and so are the drinks. haha.

few mins passed. we went back in again. danced. rest. danced. rest. music was repeating. gettin g kinda bored. we left the party for good at around 5.bought water again. rested at the benches. cleaned my feet and sandals. it was all muddy and 'grassy'. when we were about to leave, i saw someone i never thought i would bump into. mel, you won't believe who i saw. it was DARYL LOH. i kinda forgot he was 16 already. haha. but doesn't he have o levels? sheesh. i couldn't believe my eyes. hopefully he didn't see me dance. i doubt he danced anyway.he can dance? oh well. hahaha!

walked to the bus stop at 6. found out the bus only arrives at 7. so we walked all the way from musical fountain to the bridge. when we were walking we realised the nice songs are playing. argh. sarah and i were singing pump it, hey ya and other fun songs..haha..along the way was spooky places and weird sounds....freaky.....................!!!!!!!!!!

idiot jian hai kept mentioning about those things despite warning him if he spoke another word about them i would slap him. argh! idiot. but that wasn't the worse yet. worst part was near the bridge. at the sid of the bridges was this old building. lots of bushes. very dark. when we were walking through the pathway in that dark place jian hai was pointing out to the hous and said he saw a lady. i shhoooshed him but he said "ok ok but look i really see a lady!" IDIOT! I SAID SHUT UP ALREADY STILL SAY!

i was so freakd out so i grabbed sarah's hand and ran pass jian hai and grabbed yeo koh's hand. idiot. then we walked through that creappy path for nothing, it was the wrong way to the bridge. argh! we had to walk pass that house again! and that jian hai was still talking and pointing towards the 'lady'. i was so freaked out. then i looked at the this statue beside tha path, my mind was playing tricks on me, i thought it was a manand it looked like it was about to stand up and grab me, then i heard sarah scream so i screamed too! yeo-koh got freaked out by us so three of us just ran out of the bushes. i am so no walking in sentosa at night ever again!!! argh!!! thanks to jian hai lah. freaked me out. sarah and i were so pissed off with jian hai that we ignored him and continued walking to the bridge. when we were half way on the birdge we saw the shuttle bus drove pass us. so infuriating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we could have saved all that walk and nightmare!!!! argh!!!!! we were all exhausted already lah. hmph. i wished teddy was there to hold me so i wouldn't be afraid. haiz. all the way out i was thinking of him so i wouldn't imagine things again. enough screaming for one night.

when we were in the train i almost fell asleep. actually i did. haha. so tired. luckily i didn't fall asleep on the bus. reached home about 7. all i could think of was to remove that stench from my body and clothes!!! took a quick bath but scrubbed hard. went to sleep with my hair wet. who cares. yawnz.......then i remembered that the stench was actually whipped cream. ugh......yawnz...

couldn't wake up in time for the business ambassador interview. who cares. wasn't interested in it anyway. adele and sarah actually called me and they manged to go for the interview. i felt so lousy lah. they still went for the interview and i didn't. haha. oh well. good luck if you girls got in. haha.

i only woke up at 2. ate lunch. watched dvd, mr and mrs smith and date movie. date movie is super cheesey. i cannot believe that could even make such movie. it's not funny at all. not one bit.

sunday. went to work. was a bit late. thanks to dad. katren said i slimmed down! whooppeee!!! =] haha. oh and i have a knew colleague to work with, jasmine, she was transferred to our boutique from paul and joe. paul and joe have nice stuff ok. love the cosmetic packaging.

monday have no work. slept till late too. went to mac for lunch. went to popular to get foolscap paper.went home. arranged my stuff. it was kinda messy. but atleast mine wasn' all over tha place! haha. watched scary movie 4 and barnyard with my sis.i just want to stick my hand into the tv screen and slap and strangle the actor and actress. it is so farking lame!!!!!!! ahhh!!!!!! after watching the movie i felt more angry than being relax. mad directors. argh!!!

tuesday. woke up at 7. went to the market at amk for prata. went to do my hair. haha. would not tell you what i did yet. haha. took me 7 long hours. then went to my grandma's place. i couldn't believe my eyes. jun zhi and jun rong was there. shit. my bros, jun zhi, jun rong, and jen sen started makng fun of my hair. wth. i ahte them man. i can't stand them. just want to slap their faces. i've tolerated long enough. no respect for me at all. assholes. was looking forward for the buffet lah. now with them along. how am i going to enjoy my meal?

julin was late. jun zhi vomited. he was feeling sick. i doubt my grandma enjoyed the meal at all. argh. and i stuffed myself. i feel so fat now. haiz. oh well. better swim and blade soon.

k. gtg. see you girls on thurs! can't wait! =]

=ch!lz=

cille

2006-08-31T09:07:00.000-07:00

hello everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today is the last day of my exam!!!!!!!!!!

i went to visit my teachers in nbss!!!!!!!!

i went out with my sec 4 class and we had steamboat at marina bay!!!!!!!!

and tom night im going the krunk party at sentosa! 6pm to 6 am! hahaha!!!!!

hahaha....

oh and the most important thing is i could see my bf!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!! =]

hahaha....

anyway i think all of my test will turn out fine except pom. argh. i couldn't finish! hmph! and made a bloody careless mistake!!! argh!!!!!!!
hopefully can get B+ for my overall accounts grade, an A for econs, an A for marketing, a B for CSA and B for POM. or atleast C. i don't want to fail pom. sobs.

it rained heavily today. most of us were wearing black including mr roche! haha. i was surprised he approached me during the exam. haha. he's nice. but sometimes can be quite irritating.

met janani ater my paper at the bus stop. took the bus to khatib. met fariha at the mrt station. met mel in sch. charlene couldn't be reached. manage to catch mrs ong! haha. she's so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!!!!!! love her lots!!!
MRS ONG IS THE BEST TEACHER IN THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!! =] =] =] =]

caught my seniors too. tiffany and gillian. my darling n scandal. haha. nice to see them again. after visiting the teachers, mel and i went to ttsh to visit hanafi. farha and jan went to visit their tuition teacher.

met teddy outside 7 eleven of ttsh. mel and i bought chicken essence for hanafi. he'll need it for studying. haha. then teddy brought us up to see hanafi. he broke his left arm. his left hand was quite swollen. and can see he's still a little weak. saw many other seniors and juniors there too.

after that, sab, mq, an qi, mel and i went to starbucks. i was starving. ate nothing in the morn and noon. haha. then we chatted and chatted for hours. then left around 5 30. an qi went to work. the rest of us went to marina bay to meet the rest.
steamboat was fun man. the food was great and it was really cheap. haha. 12 bucks per head. fresh seafood and other foods too! we chatted a lot. talked about old times. talked about our present situations. i missed my class. we're so united. haha. played games. i was the first one who got the penalty. had to eat beef with sambal chilli. it wasn't bad. hahaha.=] took lots of pics. sad 17 othe people were not there. almost teh whole class went. haha. good job cheng earn!!!! you managed to get more than half of the class to go for the gathering!!! well done! next time you organise again ok? hahahaha!!!!!!!

left the place at 10. reached home about 1110. bathed. now here with a glass of shandy by my side. it is suppose t help me sleep. haha. tom meeting teddy!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! haha. then at 6 meeting the rest. dance the whole night long. chat at the beach, under the stars......haha..as if dating like that...hahahaha...

oh yeah. did you guys watch the episode of csi where nick got kidnapped and buried alive in a coffin??? it was so scary and it made me cry!!!! and nick was hot....haha..ooops! hehe...but come on..it's just a fantasy...what's the chances of me meeting him man.haha. teddy is still the only one in my heart. the rest are just eye candy...x]

i don't like skinny guys. i like not too buff but big sized guys. teddy is just right. =] it's the inside that matters most. right people? like jian hai and derrick. who is a better choice to be a husband? (pls don't add any of the pcc in this. they are beyond hope. that's why they are in the pcc gang. thank you.) haha.

i am a pretty big scaredy cat. trst me. ask mel and especially that julin. that night. horrible night. i can't stand dead stuff. it's too horrifying. i watched too much ghost shows so whenever i turn off the light i am afraid to look too much, afraid i might see something else. sheeeesh. me and my imagination. so i need teddy to protect me. weeeeeee!!! hahaha. =]

can't wait for my class chalet in october. hopefully ah q won't do anything to ruin it. argh. can't stand the fact i'll be staying under the same roof as him for 3 days!!!! haiz.....must tolerate!!!!! must!!!!

oh and mel. i guess you ahve seen my fav hello kitty pillow right??? haha. i know you can't believe it but believe it. it's soft, nice to hug and a friend gave it to me what....as a farewell gift. i can't sleep without it at my grandma's place. haha. i duno why. if i dropped it i woud wake up in the middle of the night to pick it up and hug it again. haha. =]

alright. gtg. sleepy weepy. talk about other stuff another day...haha..need sleeep....=] tata!!! nite nite!!! enjoy your holidays!!!! =]

=ch!lz=
exhausted butterfly

P.S
next week, i need to talk about the dinner at yck. haha.

2006-08-11T22:19:00.000-07:00

hey people! so sorry i have not been updating. been busy. i have not been visitng your blogs too. hehe. busy...and someone is also hogging the laptop lah...hmph...haha...

i am unable to post the presentation pics...so..go check it out on my friendster instead. =]

hmm.. ok. let's wind things backwards again. easier for me to recall stuff. =]

wednesday [august 16]

i was a little late for econs. traffic. don't ask me why. there's suppose to be no traffic. haiz...
anyway. got my coursework grade. my 60% is a B+! weee!!! haha. i was so happy our econs project was an A! we worked hard on it. im still happy even if it was a borderline A. it's an A! hahaha...took a lot of time to do it! phew...=]

went to the food court opposite sch to eat. fishball noodle was good. the fishball are huge man! twice the size of original fishballs. not those tiny ones. the normal ones. haha. teddy walked past our table. suprised he was out eating too. haha. foudn out he ended sch early. haha. then annabelle, hui shi, sarah, adele and i waved at him. he was quite embarrassed. like duh. 5 girls waving at you infront of all your friends! haha. they wanted to hear him speak. haha. but he didn't say much. sorry to disappoint you girls. =]

teddy waited for me. then we went to parkway. went to buy nair's gift carrier. really cute. haha. hope you like it you african! =] sent me home. then he left. sigh.

tuesday [august 15]

got my pom coursework grade back. got a b. not bad. good enough. =] but was still disappointed about my project mark. argh.

got my marketing grade back too! i am so happy!!! it was an A!!! haha. weeeeeeee!!!! =] i didn't expect our project t be so well. =] wahahahahahahaha!!!! =]

monday [august 14]

got my csa coursework grade back. it was a C+. oh well. better than a D. i just need to work hard for my exam and try my best to get a B. whoooo............

sunday [august 13]

i was such a pig. slept till 10 pls. ate breakfast. fell asleep again. ate lunch. watched ndp. couldn't spot shahrul!!!! hmph!!!! i have not see him for quite a while. miss him lots. in a friendly way. don't get the wrong idea. he's a good friend and senior. he's in tp too! =] but have no luck in bumping into him. =[ oh well.

went back to mp around 4 plus close to 5 with sis. printed out the work i needed. watched tv. darn. im suppose to study and revise for exams!!! argh..mel you're not the only one who needs help. haha.

saturday [aug 12]

woke up early. did some econs and management work. watched tv. went to meet julin at orchard. she needed to get some stuff. then we went to my grandma's place. we're going for some dinner. you know, those you during the 7th month, with the auctions and all. passed the lipstick to my grandma, she was happy. wanted to pay me but i declined to accept any money from her. =] we took pics together and with my grandma at home. julin was cam whoring with my phone. eee...yucks! hahahahahahaha!!! kidding.......went to meet my other relatives at the bus stop.by the time we got there and when the food was served i was about become a hungry ghost myself. so hungry.........im such a pig..haha...

oh...i forgot to mention this bloody 40 plus year old pervert who kept staring at julin, juyee and i. so disgusting. he knew we knew that he was staring at us but just kept on staring. asshole. watch out ah. lucky i didn't see you dick standing or i would scream "PERVERT!" even when he was at the door preparing to alight he still turned around and kept looking! bastard! after he got off he still continued to stare! argh! what an ass! he deserves to fall into a canal and get drenched in sewage water! asshole. hmph!

okok. the dinner was alright. saw the ah lian who kept staring at me and ju at last year's dinner. her 'biao ge' was also there. ugh. she's so puny...i could just kick her and she could fly all the way to malaysia...(im not that ambitious) =]

food was ok. good enough for me. drank lots of orange soda and carlsberg. haha. julin was scolding me for drinking too much orange soda. can't help it.the food took so long and the auction was irritating me..." go pa, go pa, go pa, go pa, go pa, go pa, go pa,wu bai kuai, wu bai kuai, go pa,go pa, go pa, go pa,wu bai wu bai... go pa," go pa is 500 in hokkien..if i remembered correctly... so irritating...haiz...then the dinner finally ended...went back to my grandma's place..ju stayed over..went to bathe..fool around with ju in the rm while the rest were aslepp..silly juju bully me...hmph...........and she was busy talking to her....................................................................................................................................................................
..........................friend......=]

friday [august 11]

teddy wore a formal shirt today!!! haha. he looked so cute in it. =] oh btw. for those who don't understand why i call him teddy is because i don't want his mom to find out. cuz there is a spy out there.......grrrrrrrrr.......

tutorial was short..ok...not bad...went to tm for lunch with adele and sarah. had beef noodles. my fav. haha. walked around for a short while. went home. waited for teddy to msg me. met him at my bus stop.went to town. supposed to buy min min's bday pressie. but found ut it was gigantic and 199 bucks. called my mum, she called uncle brian. he said don't buy that, he'll get the idog instead. that gift was too ex for an 11 year old. haha. saved me the trouble from carrying a big box. but i felt bad i made teddy walked all the way to forum in his hot outfit. sorry darling...

then we went to paragon. went to confirm my order for the papillio sandals. it was unsuccessful so i had to order myself. my staff card still not ready. karen may transfer to another boutique when i return to work. sob sob. i'll miss her. she's really nice. =']

went to tangs. bought my grandma a new lipstick. clinique lipstick. ill pass it to her on sat. =]. went to wisma. had fried fish bee hoon.the fried fish bee hoon there is good. no fishy smell. =] he paid for the dinner. so nice. so i bought the drinks. =] he wouldn't let me pay for anything but i will feel terrible if he pays all. yup.

went to aldo. saw a nice pair of heels. it was 50% off. wee! haha. but still ex..for me. i don't usually buy such expensive heels. i don't wear them often. but the design is so nice. can't help it. =] was pondering whether to buy or not for a long time. so i dragged poor ol teddy to far east. went to every single shoe shop to find a nice alternative but to no avail. saw hui shi though. haha. =] i tried on one round front shoe and looked really sucky on me. ugh. just tried it for fun. haha. so i went back to wisma. bought the pair. i kept apologising to teddy for dragging him around..hehe...sorry darling......

thursday [august 10]

only had marketing today. csa was online lecture. after sch the class went to mac for lunch. teddy came too after his presentation. =] adele and sarah were trying hard to here him speak. haha. patience dearies..mel and mei qi (my 2 good friends) waited quite a while to hear him say a complete sentence. =] haha.

teddy and i went to parkway after lunch. i fell asleep on his shoulders..they are just so comfortable...i could fall asleep on them anywhere anytime...haha =] sorry to make those singletons (hope that's the right spelling) out there jealous... x]

i got my new nalgene bottle. took me a long time to decide which one to buy.hehe. sorry teddy. bought bubble tea. weee. haven't had it for a long time. =] wanted to go to the each and enjoy the scenery but it looked as if it was about to rain. argh. so we sat at the shelter near the underpass to the beach. quite windy. not bad. but it didn't rain. argh! oh well. we just chatted for a while. then he had to go already. he sent me home. kissed goodbye. miss him already....=[

wednesday [august 9]

supposed to be a good day turned out not so good. well, for the earlier part of the day.....we were all ready to a have a wonderful trip to malaysia...but my sis was still out, has not returned yet...everyone was waiting for her...we wnated to leave already or else we'll be late bt granpda still wanted to wait. but wait also no use. when she came back she found out she lost her passport. i am still trying to figure out why she brought it out...ugh.........

luckily we arrived on time. i was still a lil sleepy...haha. went to have breakfast first. went to fruit farm/ honey or bee farm. bought royal jelly. hehe. suppose to help me with my hair and complexion. hehe.

went to the mango farm. they say their honey mangoes are heavenly. so my mom bought 7 kg of honey mangoes. and i had to carry them home. heavy hor. and my arms were still aching from the badminton game! not to mention my legs and my body, still aching from that run! ouch.

had a huge feast for lunch! we had butter-fried lobsters, pepper crab, wild pig meat, soup, vege, fruits, herbal chicken, duck, and fried oyster with egg.i didn't eat the oyster and egg. smelly. i don't eat oysters. ugh. unless it's frsh and it has lots of lemon juic and tabasco sauce and small enough for me to swallow, NOT CHEW. hehe. =] quite a big feast for a tour package of $48 per head! and this cost includs the dinner too! so wonderful! =]

after lunch my one of my uncles bought yellow rambutan. it was so sweet and juicy! ooh i was eating like a pig! haha. so delicious! haha. then we went to shop for the biscuits and stuff that they say are ice. my mom bought a few. had herbal jelly with pearl powder. nice. went shoppping. mom bought my bros a pair of sandals, grandma bought a pair of shoe. i wanted to buy a pair of 3/4 jeans but their small size was still too small fo me. i guess my butt's too flat and small. all thanks to julin and the other notorious cousins who slaps my butt for their past time. thanks a lot.

then we head for dinner. dinner was a huge feast too. fried noodles, fried chicken, pig trotter, vege, fishcake you tiao, drunken prawns, fish and fruits. not bad. i felt like such a pig! haha. ate so much.

then we head back to s'pore. went to the tuas terminal, woodlands was too busy. there was a traffic jam in malaysia so took us a long time to reach s'pore. working day mah. was really tired when i reached home. oh golly me. every inch of my body was in pain. sob sob. ='[

tuesday [august 8]

today i have achieved something really great. (well it is great to me hehe)
I MANAGED TO RUN AROUND THE ENTIRE BEDOK RESORVOIR! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! =]

haha..i was so happy lah. i ran with adele, sarah, swee siong(keong) and jian hai. it was big achievement. haha. eh. come on. must give me credit. i have not run for a long time ok. like 10 months ago? haha. BIG ACHIEVEMENT INDEED. =]

well at the beginning it was alright..everything was running smoothly. it was after the point after the toilet/ drinking station where i started losing it. sheeesh..shouldn't have stopped. i was running...jogging..brisk walking...jogging...running...jogging..brisk walking....and it continued like that until the irritating pebbles went into my shoe! argh! what a nuisance. now i have blisters. hmph. had to stopped to remove the pebbles then can continue to run. phew. did 5 push ups at the end. hehe. was dragging my feet back to the library where the kind souls, who offered to look after our bags, are. haha. thankies. =]

went to cheers. bought a nice cool drink. changed. then went to meet teddy. =] i was really exhausted. . . . . . . . . . . . .but i still need to rush to my grandma's place to stay. next day we're going to malaysia. had a good dinner there. watched csi. went to sleep...oh sweet bed....

monday [august 7]

played badminton with the class today. haha. so fun. that chong wei made me run for my life. argh! now my right arm is aching. sob sob. but he's pretty good. jian hai and keong too. haha. played till like 4 plus? rested. chatted with hui shi. then we walked to the bus stop. teddy met me there. he sent me home. =]

oh another thing. FINALLY OUR PROJECTS ARE OVER!!!! WHOOOOOOOPPEEEEEEEE!!! =]
we rushed like hell ok. so stressful. still adapting to poly life. needs lots of self-discipline. even chameleons need time to change to the colour of their environment. =] BUT our exams are coming. oh crap. one after the other. so sickening. haiz. when will it end????!!!! end of this month....ooohhhhhhh....

alright then that's sums it up i guess. GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS!!! WORK HARD FOR YOUR As!!! STUDY HARD!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!!

to my dear mel and julin. chill. don't give yourself too much pressure. it won't help you get the grades you want. ok? smile! and breathe! =]

to my dear adele. work hard for this exam so you can change your current grade to abetter one! don't give up! you can do it!

to little bro chong wei. so what if you're taking sup? like what we said, take it as an advantage. you have more time to study and prepare for your exam! like jian hai said, take it as a lesson to be learned. MUST always come for tutorials!!!! i guess we still need to give you 100 alarm clocks. sigh.

to my dearest teddybear. you can do it! believe in yourself! work hard ok? no matter what i will always be here for you! =]

alrightie then. that's all! tata!!! take care people! your health is important too! stock up on your brand's chicken essence! hehe. =]

=ch!lz=
cille

2006-07-28T08:18:00.000-07:00

hello people. today was really intense. had my pom presentation. i was really nervous....

i wore the shirt i bought that day i went out with my clique. matched it with what mel calls it the sotong skirt. hmph. it's nice loh. haha

saw someone wearing something quite ridiculous. can't believe it. -shakes head- dele and sarah would know what i mean. hehe.

accounts was ok. i did my hw. but i don't really understand the last exercise.
my grp was the 2nd to present. everyone was nervous. who wouldn't be? but i think we did great. =] great job people! and i happy with what cw did. hahaha. he saved our skit. =]
can't stand someone's attitude. the arrogance. argh! i just want to strangle him. thank heavens im not working with him. hmm..on second thought. it could be ice. he could do everything...=]

we took lots of pics after the presentation. Ms serene ng wasn't that bad after all. hehe.

after sch went to meet my bf. we haven't gone out for a week. only could meet for a few mins in the morn before sch. had lunch. kfc chicken chop sucks big time. tp biz park's chicken chop is better. =]

we just walked around parkway for an hour or so then he sent me home. sigh. when can we really go on a date again? =[

pretty tired when i got home. so tired i didn't bother to remove my make up when i had my nap. i fell asleep on the sofa while my bro was watching spongebob. haha. woke up when aunt wee nah came with brendan. then my 3rd uncle, which is my father's 2nd brother, arrived for dinner too.. one big family had dinner together.

yawnz. still tired. so i guess i better sleep now. i'll upload the pics tom. see ya! tc! drink plenty of water people. everyone's falling sick nowadays. toodles!

=ch!lz=
cille

p.s

can't wait to swim with mel tom! weeeeeeeee!!!!

2006-07-25T08:16:00.000-07:00

hey hey!!!! yes yes. why the hell do i have a blog if i don't blog often? can't blame me. my mom does not want my bros to use the com or else they won't do their hw. haiz. problem of having younger brothers. reminds me of chong wei. he doesn't do his work either, always playing com games. tsk tsk. haha

ok. i'll try to rem what has happened the past month? good luck to me.

july 26 [wednesday]

stayed back pretty late in sch. finishing up accounts project. typed them into the com.i hate that subject. killing my brain! argh. but we fnally finished it. im so proud of chong wei. he did the qns 3 which i couldn't even understand! i wonder how i go a b for my accounts. haiz...

oh and today, edwin talked pretty much. i think he's beginning to open up and not shy aound the 3 of us, adele, sarah and i. haha. and he's like another cw. blurr blurr. but he is english speaking and cw is chinese speaking. ying and yang. hahaha.

now my bro is listening and singing to backstreet boys' 2nd album. i kinda miss their songs. then it reminded me of the first time i come to know about bsb. i was very young that time. sis and i swas watching tv with our parents in their room. then all of us fell asleep. in the middle of teh night i heard some noise. i woke up, saw some cute guys on tv. watched their video 'get down'. so hott. haha. i watched till the video was over. remembered their name.switched off the tv. went back to sleep.zzzz........hahaha.

july 25 [tuesday]

stayed back to do accounts. roughly wrote them on rough paper. we spent so much time understanding the qns. argh. then derrick and cw went to help us get drink. but they didn't return for a long time. so i went to check cheers. not there. 1st ave no there. canteen, there. eating. bloody hell. but atleast they did not forget our drinks. hahaha. =]

july 24 [monday]

argh! we had mock test for csa! and i didn't know!!! argh!!! screw csa. i hate csa lah. i admit im a com dumme. stop torturing me! people hire me for the customer service i provide and marketing strategies. i do not want to be involved with coms! well, simple excel or ms word stuff i could. no designing of web pages pls. unless you want it on paper and ask someone else to turn it into dreamweaver shit. hahaha. =]

July 23 [sunday]

weeee! teddy and i have been together for 8 months!!! wooopeee!!! haha. both of us are really happy. =]

ok. this sunday, jan, shabibah and i went to celebrate mel's and fariha's bday. fariha had to leave early because she has chem tuition.she's a busy, hard working girl. haiz. so we met at woodlands mrt station. JANANI was late. as usual and she said i would be late. hah! you're wrong girl! i mean african queen. hahaha.

wah and mel loved their girfts. haha. glad you do! a lot of work and sweat was put into it. got wah a crop cardi from wh and a spag top from edc. mel recived a belt,a pai of black raisins earrings, a hand painted eggshell from the lime flea market (not cheap), and a paris bijoux handphone chain (something like mine). mel has more stuff cuz an additional party,my sis, contributed too. wah, your stuff are not cheap either ok.

we wanted to et mos. but jan hates mos. yoshinoya. but jan hates it too. argh. so mafan. haha. so we ended up at pizza hut. it was a big mistake.

THE SERVICE IN CAUSEWAY POINT PIZZA HUT SUCKS BIG TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NO SMILES ON THE WAITRESSES FACES.
ALL LOOK LIKE AH LIANS AND AH BENGS, INCLUDING THE MANAGER.
ALL HAVE THE HECK CARE ATTITUDES OF AH LIANS AND AH BENGS.
ONE BLOODY SHORT PONY-TAILED,HAIR TIED WITH A GREEN BAND,HAS A PINK STAR EARRINGS ON HER LEFT EAR, GIVES THE HECK CARE CHAO AH LIAN ATTITUDE BITCH SPOILED OUR MOOD. SHE SERVED US THIS BAKED PASTA WITHOUT TELLING US WHAT IT IS. SO JAN ASKED HER. SHE JUST SHRUGGED HER SHOULDERS. MEL ASKED AGAIN AND SHE SAID "I DON'T KNOW" AND WALKED OFF. F YOU BITCH. HAVING A BAD DAY? OR YOU JUST HATE TO WORK? THEN DON'T WORK DUMB BITCH. SHE EVEN ACTED LIKE SHE'S IRRITATED THAT WE ASKED HER. F YOU. I WANTED TO SCOLD HER BUT DIDN'T WANT TO MAKE THINGS WORSE. SO I COMPLAINED TO THE MANAGER INSTEAD BUT I DON'T THINK ANYTHING WOULD CHANGE CUZ THE MANAGER LOOKS LIKE HE'S ON HER SIDE. WHY DO I THINK THAY WAY? I SAW HIM LAUGHING WITH THE OTHER WAITER SHORTLY AFTER I LEFT. F THAT BLOODY OUTLET. I'M NEVER GOING BACK THERE. NEVER!
TO MAKE THINGS WORSE,THE SALAD CAME LATER THAN BAKED PASTA AND OTHER PASTAS. WTF RIGHT? ALL MY FRIENDS' ORDER CAME EARLIER THAN A FREAKING SALAD WITH 5 CALAMARI RINGS. I DON'T THINK THE CALAMARI WAS CAUGHT AND MADE ON ORDER.I DON'T THINK THE VEGES WE'RE MORE DIFFICULT TO CUT AND CHOP COMPARES TO BAKES PASTAS AND SPAGS. WTH MAN. I WAS SO PISSE. I JUST HAD TO WRITE FEEDBACK. F YOU CWP PIZZA HUT!

hooo...ok. my anger has been released. so after our horrible horrible lunch, we went to giordano. some nice tops. jan tried on one sexy green spag. haha. cleavage! or should i say 'cleawage!' haha. mel tried on a few but didn't work out. sha tried on a few only one suited her best. wah changed to the tops we bought for her. she looked so gorgeous. better than that dull red shirt she wore. not being mean, just helping her to be a better ermm.....girl. haha.i didn't try any cuz i have spent too much. just tooo much.

then we went to metro. jan was searching for a new wallet. she wanted a guess wallet. i saw this white guess wallet. quite nice. it was 59.90. i hope tangs have so i can get staff discount and use my care card to earn points. hehe. then i was attracted to something. bought something i didn't really need. bummer. later on i bought a shirt for my presentation. im spending again. shit.

went to 77th street. jan was looking for a school bag. saw a pretty nice brown leather bag. she was considering about it. so we went to take a few neoprints. pretty cute. haha. long time since i used the neopint machine. haha.

jan made up her mind. got the bag. wnt to esprit. wanted to check whether there was anything i could get. saw a really nice bag. big enough to use for sch. lovely design. but the price was even more lovely. it about 150 bucks. 149.90 to be exact. a saw this jacket. it's really nice too. the price is much nicer. 139.90. wth. haha. can't stop thinking about the bag though. hmmm...we went to mac. took photos on my digi cam which i have yet to upload. hehe.

fariha went to her tuition. sha and jan took the bus home. mel and i took the train. i went to my grandma's place for crabs! pepper crabs! i love it! haha. i had herbal black chicken soup too. weeeee. i love my grandma's place, food haven! haha.

July 22

went to lime flea market. bought lots of eggs. hahaha. but not just any orinary eggs. they are hand crafted/painted eggs. you know, empty eggs shells, painted and have holes drilled into them to form pretty patterns. yeah. those kind. they were imported from europe. bought 6 of them. i spent 57 bucks just on those eggs. sheeesh.

then i went to bcbg. wanted to pass karen the beaded purse she wanted to buy from me. (i was helping my uncle sell some nepal hand woven craft items like pncil cases, coin purses, pot holders and etc) she wasn't there so i went to tangs fcuk to look for her. nora was there too. both of them bought a coin purse and a pencil case. nice. haha. then i quickly made my way back home. had to attend my cousin's bday party. my dad, bros and grandparents went first. mom and i went later because she was done preparing yet. ans had to wait for my sis. thanks to her i got scolded by my dad times on the phone.

the party was alright. good food. good wine. lots of kids. noisy kids. so nice to see my aunt. she's slimmed down a lot. haha. and i was pigging. why? cuz she made us eat. she didn't want to have any leftovers. haha. sis, mom and i also had to help her wash up the stuff. haha. it's ok lah. she's really nice and she's lil tipsy. no harm helping her. hahaha. party ended about 10. we were the last to leave. i helped bethany, the bday girl, to unwrap her presents and throw away the trashes. haha. then we left around 10 plus. my grandpa, paternal side, was tipsy. he crossed th road when there was a car coming and he almost got hit. wth. my grandma was so pissed with him. hahahaha. wait for the bus was so long that my grandpa fell asleep. got home. bathed. msged teddy. went to sleep. yawnz.

July 21

sch was boring as usual. after sch i met teddy. we went to parkway for lunch. we wanted to celebrate our 8 months together but i have a talk given by ms pau from esprit. she covered on a lot of things. even stuff we learnt in pom and econs and etc. haha. th best part was she gave us 20% disount vouchers! can go shoppping. weeee! =]

after we were released i saw janani with a guy. haha. she missedseveral of her bus just to sit at the bus stop to talk to the guy. hahaha. i saw her. hahaha. then i reached home quite late.pretty tired. watched ghost whisperer. slept late. hehe.=]

hmmm...the rest of the week.....not sure. can't really rem anything. hehehe. i can't even rem what i wore 3 days back. sheeesh. my memory is really horrible.hmm....busy finishing up projects.some people are just so lazy and don't bother to contribute. haiz.

ok. that's all i guess. it's so difficult to use latops. im not used to them yet. especially the highlighting part. argh. okok. gtg. going to watch my csi and project runway. hehe. =]

okies. nite nite! see you people around!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARIHA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BETHANY!

ok that's should be all. toodles! =]

=ch!lz=
cille

2006-06-26T03:59:00.000-07:00

hello everyone! haha. finally i can update my blog. been busy lah. sorry. haha.

ok. i shall blog about my so-called holiday.

june 18 [sunday]

woke up early.prepared. had breakfast. went to the ferry terminal with my family and grandparents. waited for my aunt, my two cousins and uncle. when they finally arrived the queue was damn long. haha. luckily it was moving fast. the ferry ride was quite fun. haha. fell asleep a few times eventhough it was only an hour's ride.

the sky was cloudy when we got there. shit. long wait at the immigration. took the bus to the resort. had to wait a while before we could check in. so we walked around the lobby. saw some handicrafts. real neat. there was an arcade, a mini mart, dvd/vcd rental, spa booth and a couple of souvenier shops. did i spell that correctly?

when we inally got to the villa, we were starving. we had chicken pies and sheperd's pie for lunch. yummy. love the sheperd's pie. haha. we wanted to go and tan but the sun could not be seen at all! argh! so my bros went instead and i stayed at the villa sewing my cross-stitch while watching tv. =]

about late noon, my aunt, sis and i walked to mana mana, a restaraunt located near the beach to check out their menu. food is cheaper than hotel food. oh yeah. the food in the hotel are like twice the price here! a can of beer costs 9 bucks! wth right! daylight robbery!

we went to the 'kelong', which is withing the resort's compound, for dinner. it was more like a chi restaurant. no stingray! shit asss. argh. but the food was alright. i was pretty hungry. haha. price is more reasonable than the hotel's, obviously.

night, we watched a soccer math, had some beer, did some cross-stitching, lost the needle. so stupid right. haiz. then went to sleep around 1 am.

june 19 [monday]

the adults went to the market to buy some stuff. only my mom was around and the cousins. we had left over pies from yesterday. it was rainging. so boring. so we watched tv and stuff.

later on after the rain subsided, we wanted to take a walk around and eat at mana mana. so i went over to lock the other villa. however, the key got stuck, i tries to get it out but in the end, i broke the key. the key got stuck in the lock. amazing. as i stayed at the villa to watch the repairman my sis and leon, my bro went to mana mana to buy pizza. yummy.

went swimming. was able to tan, a little. did some swimming. the pool was awesome. love the design. forgot to take photo of it though. shit. bethany, my cousin, was really good at swimming. she's only 6 and she has built up a pretty good stamina. i am amazed. haha. she's fun to play with in the pool. =] we swam till it was almost dark.

had bbq for dinner. one thing i'll sure rem. never leave the bbq-ing to my dad. the kitchen is fine, not bbq.

had, fish, otah, more fish, chicken, then had stingray. finally had my stingray but it wasn't that good. i am still craving for stingray!!!!!! need to go to marche or someting. their stingray is pretty good. luckily i had some beef and chicken briyani before dinner. haha. had more beer. aunt, sis and i watched desp housewives, grey anatomy and scrubs. pretty hilarious. haha. we stayed up till around 2 am. yawnz.

june 20 [tuesday]

sis and i woke up later than the rest. hehe. had porridge for breakfast. eek. had fish and sayote. luckily the fish was fried fish not steamed. not too bad.

we had an 'adventure' walk in the rain around the resort. wanted to walk through the jungle walk BUT swarms of mosquitoes just rushed out from the trees and bushes and attacked us! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sowe quickly got out of walk and went to the nearest hut. applies some medicated oil which could work as a mosquitoe repellent. then we went to another hut further away from the walk. it was safer there. we chatted there for a while. the kids sang some songs. went to the playground. then mom sis and i brought the kids to the arcade. had a load of fun playing the football game. so exciting! and i am such a horrible goal keeper. haha! shoot some hoops. quite fun. haha. it was lunch time. sis and i stayed back to order some souveniors to be done while mom brought the kids back.

after lunch we went to swim. only a teeny weeny peek of sun. then it started raining. argh. so swam a few laps. enjoyed the view. the beach is awesome but i didn't walk down. why? sandflies. that's why. oh well. had fun swimming. =] but i am not tan enough. hmph. =/

later we switched to another pool where there is a slide for the kids. quite fun. wanted to go to the sauna, but they ran out of towels. argh. so pissed. haiz. so we just kept swimming and swimming and swimming till the mosquitoes came out to feed. ugh.

dinner was boring again. more fish, otah, and some weird soggy veges. ugh. after dinner. another round of beer, gin and peanuts. haha. can't really rem what we did. maybe i was tipsy that's why. hehehe.

june 21 [wednesday]

woke up early. packed my stuff. went out and saw the darn sun was out and the sky was clear. shit asss! hmph! so i quickly had my breakfast. waited for my sis. rushed to the pool, tanning oil applied, laid down and tan...ahhh.....but i only have an hour to tan. hmph. 5 mins before lunch time i went to take a quick swim. duno when i'll get into a pool again. haha.

had a quick lunch. the same old stuff again. ugh. don't want to eat fish anymore! excep stingray and fish and chips and shishamo. =]

made sure we had everything. had another can of beer. checked out, waited at the lobby for the bus, played some more arcade games. haha =]

oh did i mention at the lobby, there are two ponds on either side of the entrance? with koi fish! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!! and their mouth are freakin huge! disgusting! my uncle placed his finger in and the entire sch of fish swam to him and sucked his finger! eeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im never doing that and never will i touch them! no way!!!!

in the ferry, i was feeling a little sick. i don't usually get sea sick, but duno why this time i had it. so i had some preserved mandarin peel. my sis was kinda uhmm....mad...taking of all sorts of things. weird............

hahahahahahahaha

anyway. glad to be back to singapore. i could msg my teddybear again. hehehe. =] i missed him a lot ok. everywhere i went, everything i did, i wished he was there with me. =]

rushed through csa project. had some problems. no one really cared.why? cuz csa sucks. big time.

been getting some of my grades back....

accounts: B (surprisingly)
marketing: A (another surprise)
pom: B (cannot stand the teacher)
csa: E (can actually get D but..i mixed up the last qns. argh!)

nervous about my econs! yikes!

i have stopped working for the mean time. but there will be times where i need to do replacement work. only one or 2 days in a month. got my last month's pay. hehe. can cover most of my shopping spree expense. come one, i don't shop that often. so this treat comes only...ermm....once very 2 years? if i can manage. hahaha. lucky i have commission. haha. =]

been doing doing bits of cross-stitching while listening to my air supply cd. my form of relaxation. =] wanted to read actually, but have no book in mind. any nice recommendations? i like fantasy/ mythical, romance, horror (the best), classics, anything. so if you have any, pls leave a tag. thank you. =]

hmm..what else..oh yeah. today is swee siong's bday!!! haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SWEE SIONG!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
WWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

=]

haha. annabelle and huishi went to get a cake for him. we celebrated his bday during our break before csa. haha.he was happy. =] i felt guil;ty i didn't go on sat. sorry. wasn't feeling well. and now i am having menstrual cramps. argh. i don't usually have them. duno why im having it now. haiz. been enduring it the whole day. the pain................................................. =[

oh. i have been eating loads of durian nowadays. thanks to my grandpa. he bought 19 durians from the seller nearby. and i had no choice but to help him carry them. got a few scratches. not serious. he sure knows how to pick durians just by smelling them. the seller himself was amazed by his skill. i just stood nearby, watched them, then carried the durians when he's done. haha. then today, my uncle brought more durians. oh goodness. this is why i seldom eat durians. i only eat when they are around cuz i know by the amount they buy, i can get sick of them in one day. but hey do you know that durains are high in protein? yes they are. and they are pretty heaty too. so rem to drink plenty of water boys and girls! and the elderly. =]

alright. this is all for tonight. shall try to update soon. going to watch desperate housewives! tc people! =]

=ch!lz=
cille

thought for the day

why don't we poly students have holiday today (youth day) ? we are still youths. youth age range from teens to around 20 plus. hmph. not fair. i bet those jc students enjoyed their holiday huh. hmph. =

2006-06-16T02:43:00.000-07:00

hello people! haha. how are you all doing during your holidays? haha i know ju's really busy, some of us are busy doing projects or working, others are playing mindless computer games all day, and some are so fortunate that they can spend time with their loving partner. haiz. i wish i could spend time with teddy. i miss him so much. sob sob. and im leaving for bintan this sunday. won't be able to see him till i get back. sigh.

anyway, just to update some of the stuff that has happened. hehe

the friday before exams week.

after sch i quickly rushed to meet my aunt in town. on the way mt a pervertic indian man. shit ass. i was sitting opposite him. he took out his phone and i saw it was in camera mode. i should have confronted him, but i don't know what held me back. shit ass. im not sure whether he did or did not take a photo. he saw i looked at him and quickly directed his phone in another direction. and got iff the next stop. argh! stupid lucille! next time you better don't let such perverts go! embarass him! kick him where it hurts!!!!

met my aunt outside tangs, we went to eat at spageddies. i had crayfish pasta ans passion fruit italian soda. really good. she had some appetisers only, she had a heavy breakfast. haha. then we went to bcbg, showed her the dress i reserved for her. she liked it. haha. she bought it and another pink top which was gorgeous and she could fit into a small! whoopee! haha. actually the cutting was just big lah. haha. but she was happy. then we went to wisma to check out what other stuff there were. nothing nice. went to fcuk. nothing nice. bebe. nothing fits right. then we went to sha house, she went to get movie tickets for xmen 3 for her and her bf. she asked whether i want to i said nah, it's alright. haha. she brought me to muddy murphy's irish pub for a drink. had kilkenny. quite nice. it's smooth. saw the guys checking out the waitresses. sheesh. i finished a pint while she ordered another one. we chatted over stuff we missed out. about what we're going to do on our vacation. haha. finally can relax. weeeeeeee....... haha.

then we left after she finished her drink and when her bf called her. haha. i went to catch the bus 36 while she walked back to lido. reached home, bathed, had dinner,then went to sleep. too tired to study. haha.

exam week

oh man. screwed most of my papers. argh. stupid accounts. i wrote one line for an 8 mak question! wth. i didn't see the marks given. argh. marketing, so so. not very confident though. csa, alright, couldn't answer most questions, expected. haha. cw didn't come! smarty pants. haha.econs, don't want to talk about it. pom, so so. haiz. not one confident. haiz. im so dead!

june 9 [friday]

went out after exams. i didn't go with my classmates. i wanted to spend time with teddy. but we took the same bus as them down to town. haha.hui shi was super high. haha. teddy and i ate at pasta mania. we ordered basil chicken 10' pizza and spaghetti bolognaise. drink we had ice lemon tea and passion fruit italian soda. im in love with italian sodas. haha. we were super full. haha. after lunch we watched the omen. pretty freaky. i got freaked out at the part at the graveyard where the dogs ran out and attacked the guys. sad ending. -shivers- we walked around a while more. he sent me to the bus stop. i was crying already cuz i don't know when i could see him again. sobs. he was tearing too. i couldn't control myself, tears just kept pouring. haiz. i kept telling myself nothing will happened. we'll be fine. but it's kinda hard to control. i just love him so much....

weekends

just work and work and work. sales times not as busy as end of year sale. sales not so good. sigh. oh well. just as long they still pay me it's alright.

june 12 [monday]

went out with teddy! haha. he lied to his mom that he was going to sch. i had to use another person's hp to msg him so his mom won't know it was me. oops. haha. and i bluffed my parents i went to work. hehe

we met at city hall, took a walk to the esplanade first, walked to the merlion, then walked back, took our time to walk to suntec, had our lunch at subway, enjoyed the scenery at the garden on top, sat there for a while and chatted. we would miss each other really badly. sigh. yeah i know, to others it's not a big thing, but to us, it is. he's worried about my safety and stuff. you know, all those ferry accidents recently. haiz. i assured him i would be fine. i pray that i would. im too young to ***!!!! haha

then i bought a tee...again! im always buying tops! stop it lucille! argh! but it's really cute. it has this adorable bear in front. haha. oh well. haha. teddy and i then went to take the train. he sent me to my grandma's place. we went to fix my specs first. then he left, so sad. sobs. i almost cried. im going to miss him lots. haiz. when i reached my grandma's place, she wasn't around. so disappointed. my two notorious cosuins where there. and they kept irritating me. argh!they played with my hariband, my specs and stuff. argh! i got so fed up and left. haiz.so i went to parkway first. walked around. couldn't find any nice jeans. haiz. i ended up spending 10.80 at ig's heaven on things i don't really need. they were having promotion. spend 10 bucks on those cute bear stuff you know, the cds, greeting cards and stuff and you'll get a poster free. it's so adorable. i couldn't resist. haha. oops! went back, wanted to kick myself in the ass. keep telling myself this is the last time for spedning so much. i won't do it again! i have spent lik over 400 bucks! shit man. and it's going up to 500 cuz i want to buy papillio footwear, and jeans. i desperately need jeans!

june 13 [tuesday]

went out with mel! weee! haha. long time no see! haha. we went to wheelock place, birkenstock to check our sizes cuz we wanna order online. got our sizes, then we left. haha.we went to pac plaza. she was looking for wallet. she spotted the bronze one. not sure whether to get it yet. went to far east plaza. walked around level one. decided to eat waffles later cuz it was half-price day at gelare. saw a pretty hot bikini at the bikini shop near artiris. but i have enough bikinis. haha. shoppped for mel's top. she needed something retro for the 60s party her friend was having. we saw one nice one at mango, but 40 bucks. so wen wanted to look around more before we decide. finally we spotted one. the cut was good. cheaper then the mango one, well she may not wear it that often. and less complicated then the mango one. so she got it. haha. i saw one nice brown top for 15.90. however, not allowed to try. fine, im destined not to get any more tops! haha. then had a full lunch at gelare.

head down to heeren. got some sugarcane drinks from tangs on the way. bumped into adele at num! haha. what a surprise. then went to minibits. she went to get her retro green hair band. haha. saw yang ling. mel tried some skirts, but none of them fitted nicely. the one she wanted didn't have her size. sad. flash and splash didn't have nothing nice. went to urs, wanted to get that pair of brown flip flops but the strap for my size was loose. i don't want a size smaller, look weird. so we went to novo at paragon. got the white sandals instead. atleast i don't have to wear the same paiur of footwear to sch anymore. haha. it was 4, had to go for work. mel went to flash and splash on the 3rd floor. not sure whether she got anything. haha. met my new colleague, eve. very bubbly, friendly and always smiling. really nice to wrok with. she just graduated from tp, sch of it! haha my senior. haha. =]

june 14 [wednesday]

went to work in the morn. karen was pretty shock with the way i dressed. haha. i was wearing a pair of jeans, brown tube with beads and my brown cap which julin got for me from korea. haha. after work went to meet my friends, adele and chong wei for dinner. but turned out im the only one eating cuz they ate before they came. oh well. sarah was sick, so she couldn't make it. so sad. hui shi, joshua and jian hai will meet us at butter factory later. haha.

then sis msged me told me she needed her ic back. oh ya. i was using my sis' ic to get in. cuz i will only turn 18 in sept. haha. but i still got in! haha. when adele cw and i went to clarke quay we had a hard time to get a cab. shitty cabs. it was only after several crossing of streets and tonnes of flagging then we got a cab. phew. took it to butter factory. got in. (weeeeeeeeeeeee!),took a cab to mos to pass sis back her ic. then we waited by the bridge for the rest. jian hai was the last to arrive. hha. but we all managed to get in. weeeeeee! haha. it's time to paaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrttttyyy! =]

the club was small, not so crowded, but the music was loud. we ordered drinks, even though im allergic to vodka i still ordered cranberry vodka. just a little amount it's alright...i guess..haha. us girls started dancing first. we were not that shy, lots of 'lesbian' dancing and touchy touchy stuffs. haha. then we finished our drinks, dragged the guys to dance. joshua and jian hai were alright but not cw. haha. he claims he doesn't know how to and doesn't know what to do. so, adele dragged him to the bar, ordered another drink. then he started getting a little high and grooved a little. but after a while he was fine and could move easily. haha. we danced ias a group, though joshua and hui shi did some of their own couple stuff. haha. we still had fun. =]

some guys popped out asked whether we wanted to dance with them, but nah, not for me, and hui shi has joshua, so only adele danced with that guy in the white tee. haha. after about an hour of dancing, the music was getting boring and it was repeating so we rested for a while, went to the toilet, watched the people dance. when good music was played, we got on our feet again and danced, well, only us girls. guys were pretty tired. haha. chong wei looked so cute with a handbag sling on each shoulder while sleeping. haha. the two jerls wearing red tees kept eyeing us and kept dancing near us, so we move everytime they move closer. so disgusting, they kept following us around. ugh. haha. later we saw how bored the guys were so we dragged them back. adele and i 'sandwiched' cw. haha. he was blushing lah. haha. his duel with adele was hot. haha.

around 3 am the crowd was getting lesser. less people were dacning. so we left. rested our feet outside the club. that was when i realised my knees hurt. haha. oh well. adele went to meet her sis.hui shi and joshua went their own way, cw, jian hai and i shared a cab. dropped cw off first then me then jian hai. we were all very sleepy. haha. my knees hurt so badly i had to walk like some old lady. it hurt the most when i was climbing or going down the stairs. quickly bathed and i just went to sleep with my hair wet, i couldn't be bothered. haha.

june 15 [thursday]

my mom woke me up around 10. bloody hell. i want to sleep! haiz. she told me we're going to my grandma's place for lunch. nobody's cooking at home. so i dragged myself across the floor. dressed up quickly. and i was even faster than my brothers and mom. sheesh. when i reached my grandma's place i ate my lunch then went back to sleep. hehe. slept for about 2 hours plus. woke up at 3. ate again then went to work. yawnz. another boring day at work.

alright that's all for now. my bro wanna use the com. will update soon..i guess... haha
enjoy your holidays! =]

=ch!lz=
cille

2006-06-09T06:45:00.000-07:00

hello everybody! i am finally back! haha. missed me? haha. it's the holidays. well, for those who are unfortunate like me it isn't really a holiday huh. i will still be working at bcbg for a few weeks. go off for a real holiday on the 18th to the 21st. weeeeeeeeeeeee! haha. going to bintan. i want to tan! swim! relax! but im going to miss my bear bear..haiz.....won't be able to see him for a long time. sobs.

anyway, i hope to catch up with my best friends during the hols. so some shopping. my goodness. i've spent quite a lot already. oh well. hahaha.

finally got my air supply cd! my unchained melody!!! weeeeeeeeeee!!! haha. =]

details will update later. my irritating lil bro is pestering me for the com. as always. haiz....

tata! =]

=ch!lz=
cille